.MSG.TO.ALL.(:

.Hey.!(:
Washiap.?Haks.Okae.Watever.

Basicallie.,I'm here to answer Fiqah's Question.Which is.,

-Wad do u have to sae to ur frens if u were to go.?

Wad i have to sae to my frens if i were to go.?Tough Ques Fiqah.,But i'll answer no matter wad.(:

K.,Here goes..

To my dearest besfren.,
Fiqah.,

If i were to go sumwhere else without u.,i wan u to promise me dat u wun ferget mie.N dat u will alwaes rmbr tha memories we had 2getha' n treasure every single moments tht we shared 2getha.I noe.,it has only been dis year tht we get to noe each other well.,it has only been dis year dat we get to share our problems 2getha.,it has only been dis year dat we are able to joke around 2getha.,it has only been dis year tht we are able to laugh till our asses out.,it has only been dis year dat i am able to help u in solvin' ur probs.,it has only been dis year tht i am there fer u if u ever need mie.,it has only been dis year dat i can share my shoulder to a you if u ever need it.,N tht it has only been dis year tht i am able to share my probs to u.,it has only been dis year i am able to express all my sad feelings towards sum1 n tht tha person is u.N dat it has only been dis year dat i feel u are 1 of tha most impt person in my life.,But Fiqah.,to mie.,it feels lyk as tho' it has been more thn wad i tink it is.,It feels lyk we've known each other very well fer more thn a year.Seriouslie.,I didnt expect our realtionship of frenship wld be dis close.I tot tht we wld juz treat each other lyk those normal frens tht we usualie had.But.,i den realise dat wat i tot was wron'.Look at us now.,We shared lots of stuffs 2getha.,N dat Evrydae.,Wen i look at ur face.,It brings a wide smile on my face.,Coz i noe.,dat if i ever need sum1 to tok to.,u'll be ther fer mie.2getha wif Fique n Sharmeen.,U guyz reallie make my rows of frens complete.!N.,Ya.,Fiqah.,if i were to go sumwhere else without u.,i wan u to alwaes rmbr tht no matter wad.,Tha memories we shared 2getha shall nvr be erased n that u can nvr be replaced n i mean 'NEVER'.Coz u are reallie 1 on a million.(:One Last sentence i hav to sae before i go.,'thks fer bein such a wunderful nt fergettin', great fren of mine.(:

To my two Cool Peeps.,

Sharmeen.,N Fique.,

ooOOooOOii.Haks.That is tha werd tht i will alwaes n i mean 'ALWAES' remember n that i will nvr ever ferget bout it in my whole entire life.!This is simply.,bcoz of tht werd.,it makes me what i am ryte now.,Bcoz of tht werd.,it makes me who i am ryte now.,Bcoz of tht werd.,It alwaes reminds me tht no matter how Low i feel.,i have sum1 to turn up to.,i have sum1 to talk to.,i have sum1 1 hu can brin' a big smile on my face.,N the person is simply., My two adorable., Sweet., Lurvelie., Gorgeoues., Fren., hu is., My brotha'.,'Syafiq'., N my Sista'.,'Sharmeen'. Seriouslie.,I am wad i am rite now.,dis moment.,this hour.,dis minute.,or even dis second.,was all becoz of u guys.U guys reallie make me feel lyk as tho' i am sum1.U guys brighten up my life evry single dae.,U guyz brin' me tears of Laughter.,tears of joy.,tears of happiness.Words can't even express how appreciated u guys are in my life.Words cant even express how happie i am to have u guys in my life or even how fortunate i am to have u guyz.I seriousllie thank gawd fer givin' me such a wunderful fren.!I thank gawd fer givin' me such a great fren n that i thank gawd fer givin' me sum1 hu i will or should i sae.,i can never ferget in my whole entire life.I will never ferget tha memories we had shared 2getha.,Tha obstacles we've been tru togetha as 1.,tha jokes that we shared.N of coz.,Tha wunderful frenship tht we had shared 2getha.,Evrythg as 1.((: N ya.,if i have to leave and go sumwhere else without u guys.,i seriousllie.,Dun even noe how to continue my life.,i dun even noe how to carry on my life.But still.,Life have to go on.,So if i have to ever leave u guys.,i wan u guys to take care of each other.,Stay cool alwaes.N dun ever ferget the 'ooooOOOoOOi'.thgy.(: I also wan to thank u guys fer bein such a great listener.,a great helper.,a wunderful people.,N of coz.,a wunderful n great fren.Thks fer evrythg.,Without u guys.,i am not wat i am ryte now.So thank u.,N i lurve u guys.!(:

To my Ex-Dices.,

Guyz.,As tha dae pass by.,i feel lyk as tho' im nutin in all of ur lyfs.I noe.,i've been a jerk lately.But ryte now.I need to do wads best fer mie.I will treasure every single moments we had 2getha.Altogether as 1.The memories we shared shall never be erase.N that i promise all of u.(: N i noe u guys will do tht to.(: Guys.,We may not be 2getha as one anymore.,I may not be contactin' wif u guys anymore.,I may not laughed wif u guys animore.Or probablie.,Sit wif u guys that often.,And i noe how it feels to lose a fren.To lose ur bestfren.N im sorrie.I trulie am sorrie.Maybe u guys tink tht i hate u guys.,N tht i've neglected u guys lately.,N tht makes u guys tink tht i nvr wan to be frens wif u guys animore.If dis is all the reasons why.,u guys are wron'.Even tho' we are nt Dices animore.,But to mie.,We are still frens.i mean Bestfrens.N tht we will alwaes be.no matter wat.N if i am to go sumwhere else without u guys.,i wan u guys to rmbr tht i have alwaes lurve u guys.!N alwaes do.N yar.Sorrie fer everythin'.!(:

To my beloved fren.,

Santhea.,

Gurl.,Ever since tha Dices are over.,U've been tha 1 hu's dere fer mie.U've been tha 1 hu i can turn up to if i ever encountered any problems.I've shared wif u all my feelin's.Tha feelin' of sadness.,Heartbroken.,Or even tha feelin of my angerness.U are there to hear mie.No matter how hard it is fer u to listen but still.,u are dere fer mie.U're dere wen i needed my Dices tha most.We may nt be able to contact tht much.,To hang out tht much.,To even see each other tht much.,But i feel tht wenever i needed u tha most.,U are there fer mie.No matter in wat situation u are.N that makes me feel lyk as tho' i've been appreciated in ur lyf.I will nvr ferget tha laugters tht we had every coucillor duties.Even tho' it is only 5 mins.,But its worth it.N if i wer to go sumwhere else without u.,i wld like to thk u fer bein such a wunderful fren.,n tht also thks fer lendin' me ur shoulder n tht i can cry on wenever i need it.!I will nvr ferget tha moments of laughter we had 2getha'.N tha moment wen u're full of craps.Haks.Once again.,Thks fer evrthin'.,N be Strong.!(: Oh ya.! One last thg.,Santhea.,i wan u to rmbr to alwaes eat faster.!Haks.(: Winkx.!

To my bestfren.,

Adem.,

Yoha.!Haks.My full of crap fren.!Haks.Okae watever.!Serious.Ehem.,(:

Adem.,U've been such a wunderful fren.,Caring fren.,Great listener.,Great helper.,lurvelie fren.,N lastly.,My bestfren.(: We've shared evry single thg together.N i mean evry single thg 2getha.U've been there wen i needed u tha most.U've been there to hear my problems.U've been there fer mie wen im feelin' down.,U been there fer me wen i badlie need a shoulder to cry on.Even tho' u hav lots more other issues to do for urself.But still.,U were der for mie.U've brighten up my life.U've brin' me tears of laughters.,Tears of joy.,Tears of happiness.,Tears of evrythn'.U jus name it.,U've brin' them all to mie.N i trullie appreciate it all of them.Evry single moment we shared 2getha.,I appreciate it.N i thank u fer that.I noe.,im bein such a freak lately.,N tht i nvr even talk to u.Nvr even have tha initiative to communicate wif u at all.N dat makes me feel i've been such a bad fren.,a fren whom u nvr ever wanted.,a fren of ur worst nightmare.N im sorry fer that.Im seriouslie sorry.I noe its hard fer u to accept my apology.,Coz after thinkin' wad i've done to u.,I noe its hard fer u to forgive me.N i understand tht.(: Even ryt now.,As im typin' this message.,My tears are rollin' down.U've been such a great fren.N it's jus so hard fer mie to even ferget u.Its just so hard.I miss evrythg.I miss ur laughters.,Ur joke.,N that evry single of ur jokes.,it makes me laugh.Like hell.I miss callin u evrydae.N shared my jokes wif u.,Shared my problems wif u.,Shared Evrythin' wif u.(: But now.,I cant.I cant do my daily lyf of callin u.I cant do my daily routine of jokin' around wif u.At all.N its hard fer mie to carry on my life.Even ryt now.,Wenever we see each other.,We didnt even talk.Didnt even sae tha werd 'hi'.,even if we were side by side.N tht makes me wana cry.Seriouslie.,I duno ryt now.,wether or not im duin tha ryt thg.Wether or not im makin' tha right decision.Wether or nt we are still fren.Questions all over my head.Wether or nt bla bla bla.,N till now.,i have nt yet gotten any answer.But i wan 2 tell u 1 thg.,N dat u are now n forever my bestfren.N if i were to go sumwhere else without u.,I will alwaes rmbr u my fren.,Coz u are 1 in a million n can Never.,N i reallie mean Never be replaced by any1 else.Nt even any of my other frens.Coz u are reallie special to me.Wif that.,I end my speech.(:

-Okae Shafiqah.,Im done.(:

Lurve ya.!

.NTH.MUCH.

.Loha.!(:
Haks.Kaes.Watever.(:
Anw.2dae.Again nth much of wat i expected it wld be.Kind of tha same lyk other normal daes tht i usuallie had in school.(: Except dat 2dae.,Early in tha morn.,Lightning.,Tha big BOOM Thunder.N of coz.,Rain.I tot at first it was a Hurrican.!Haks.Jkjk.well.,it was juz lyk those normal rain which contains Lightnin'.,Thunder n all.(:,except dat 2dae.,Tha rain didnt rain dat heavy lyk i expected it wld be.Haks.(:
In School., Nth much.,Except dat i waited fer Shafiqah fer quite a a few minutes.N i sae 'QUITE' a few mins.*roll eyes*.Haks.Wen she arrive.,Holy damn she's wet.Haks.N of coz Late.Lyk i dun noe her daily routine.Haks.Kae watever.So.,bla bla bla.,First Period was Bio.Gawd.I seriouslie dun understand a single Fcuk boud it.!Reallie gotta buck up.(:
Next period was MT.,didnt talk to Adem.AT ALL.!Hope i can maintain dis wae.Tho' it hurts but Lyk Fiqah alwaes saes.,'SHIT HAPPENS.!'.So yea.Watever.Den bla bla bla.Surprisinglie.,i got 22/35 fer mly Focus test.'Yipee'.Haks.I didnt expected me to get 22 at all.i tot i wld fail., but Well.,MIRACLES HAPPENS.Haks.Anw.,After MT was.,CME.Again.,Surprisingly.,Tha teacher was kinda Okae wif us.Probablie after readin our introduction.,She den realise how pathetic she Was.Haks.Well.,Only juz nw i was able to hand in my Introduction to her.So probablie dis Fridae.,I'll be readin' her Remarks She gave me.!Haks.Class tee.,Dey pic the Tattoo design fer tha Phoenix.Tha 2nd wan.Haks.Kinda happie dey pick dat coz i've been wantin' dat.Haks.!Den bla bla bla.,Maths.,Eat Oreo.,Den bla bla bla.,Recess.!
Recess.,Sit at 'TEMPAT BIASER'.2gether wif Fique.,Sharmeen.,N Deelarhs.Was kinda funnie.,Wif Sharmeen Jokes n stuffs.Haks.Plannin' to sit der again tmr.Anw.,Fiqah.,U 'Bueh us.!(: We was waitin' fer u lyk Hell.,N u didnt came.But clndt blame u coz u gt tha Councillor thg.Haks.So.Itz okae.Haks.Den bla bla bla.,
Assembly.Den bla bla bla.,
PC.Me n Shaf wen to tha Sec 1s n a few Sec 3 class to tell dem boud our Service Learnin' Project.Haks.It was fun actuallie.Haks.But too bad we weren't able to fifnish a few classes.Haks.
Den.,Bla bla bla.,Art.(;
Tiling was okae afterall.,Sharmeen went off early.,So left me n Fique.N oh ya.!Juz now was Hell on Fique.Gawd.Haks.(:Cool down ma brother.!Haks.
Den bla bla bla.Went home.,Sleep til' 7pm.,Wake up.,eat.Watch 'Hikmah2'.,Fique called.,talk to him boud
religious stuffs.Den clean tha house.,N den here i am.,Bloggin'.Winkz.!Haks.Kinda tired ryt now.,So toodles.!(:

Msg to Fique.,
-Hey Fique.,U noe u almost make tha bulidin collapse rite.?
So dun u tink too much.Itz ok.,Cool urslef down.,
Alwaes rmbr dat if u need anythg.,U have us.Ryte.?Tha 3CP.,
n others.U noe hu larhs.N ya.,alwaes rmbr tht u culdnt care less
wat others saes bout u.Coz u are nt wat they tink u are.N dats a Fact.!
coz only tha 3cp noes u well.Haks.jkjk.But we will soon.!As tha daes goes
by.!Juz hope dat tml wun be wat worst den Hell.Haks.(:
Msg to Fiqah.,
-Dun tink 2 much aite.?Be strong.N ya.,chill.,stay cool.U noe.,u have us.
So if u need a shoulder to cry on to.,Or u need sum1 to talk to.,
u must Promise mie to alwaes rmbr tht u have us.,*U noe hu larhs tha 'US' is*.
So.Yea.,Lyk u alwaes sae.,Shit happens.So theres nth u cld do about it.
ryte.?Haks.okae.Anw.,Dun cry too much either.Or u'll have swallon eyes.Haks.(:

Well.,Guys.,Im off fer now.!Toodles.!
Tmr's Events.,
-Movie wif Fique.,Sharmeen.,N Fiqah.!(:
-Bye Azhar.!(:

.WAEDEVER.(:

.Heysh.(:
Haks.Washiap.?Okae.Watever.(:
Juz finish readin Fique n Fiqah's Blog.Fique didnt update.But Fiqah did.Haks.Fiqah.,Ur Latest post was sweet.Im touched.Haks.Wen i read it.,It made my eyes holdin' my tears n dun wana let it drop.!Haks.Seriouslie.Itz sweet.N btw Fiqah.,i wan u to alwaes rmbr tht if u ever need a shoulder to cry on.,i'll be there fer u aite.?(:
Anw.,2dae nth much.Was suppose to wake up before 1100am coz i wana comferm wit Fique boud tha plannin' 2dae.But unfortunatelie.,i woke up at 0130pm.So.Itz obvious itz cancelled ryt.?Haks.But i nvr call Fique boud diz.
*Sorrie Fique*.
Den.,bla bla bla.Watch tv.,Eat.,Watch tv again.,Den 0400pm plus2 wen sleep.Woke up again at 0700pm.Wana go cut hair.Asked Abg Sham money.Surprisinglie.,He gave me $50.Haks.Wen actuallie i asked fer $10 onlie.Cool isnt it.?Haks.Tha' best part was.,he told mie to keep tha money.(:
So.,get ready.,iron my shert.,bathe.,Den went oud.It was kinda borin' tho' goin' out alone coz u'll b silent all da wae.Frm tha journey u began.,till da Journey u came back.!Hais.But u noe wad dey sae.,'Silent is Golden'.!Haks.
Reach Jp.Wanted to go Sandstorm.But it closed.Den Went to Storm.Closed also.Pathetic.!Got no choice but EC house.Haiz.But ticket.,Tha queue was quite Long.But i dun care.(: Haks.
Den bla bla bla.,Went Value shop.Buy a few candies n tibits.,Wana eat in class tmr.!Haks.
Den again.,Bla bla bla.Reach home.,
Talk to Deelarh fer awhile.She asked me dis question.,'Bang.,U nvr call adem arhs.?'Den i was lyk 'No.!'.She den sae i was bad n stuffs.I den saed la.,'i want to call him.,But after thinkin' of wad he did to me.,tha stuffs dat reallie hurts me.I dun wana call him.'Den we drop tha topic n do our stuffs.(:
Den bla bla bla.,Bathe.Iron shert.,Clean house.,N den here i am.,Updatin' my blog.!Haks.
I told ya nth much 2dae.!(:

Tmr's Event.,
-Ceramics Class.
-Me n Shaf wearin; councilor U.
-Bye.,Azhar.!

.FIQUE.FIQAH.N.ME.(:

.Pics.Of.Da.Dae.(:

.Simply.Us.(:

.Adore.Us.(:

.Envy.Us.(:

.Shafiqah.N.Me.(:

.Us.(:

.Me.N.Fique.(:

.Laugh.Oud.Loud.(:

.Washiap.?Haks.
.Erm.2dae.,Wen oud to studie wif Syafiq n Shafiqah at Pioneer Mall Mac D.(:
It was Fun.!Haks,Tho' some parts make us feel sad.,But overall was fun.Haks.(:
Anw.Was suppose to meet each other at 12 noon.But UNFORTUNATELY.,i woke up at 1144am.Called Fique twice.,
but he didnt ans.So.,call Shafiqah twice too.,Den only she answered.I told her dat i juz woke up.Den bla bla bla.
I tot i was the onlie 1 hu woke up late but unfortunatelie.,She is no better.!Haks.But on tha bright side is.,i woke up earlier thn her.Haks.She woke up at ard 1146am.(:
Aftr talkin' to her.,i call Fique's House.,Talk to Fique boud dis.,Den decided to meet at 0130pm.He asked me to call him before i went oud from my house.But again Unfortunatelie.,i went oud the house at ard 0145pm.Haks.So call Fique n asked him to get oud of tha house immediatelie.!
Den bla bla bla.Reach PM.,i Was tha first to reached,Called Fique tru Public Phone.Den Bla bla bla.Meet him.Went in Macd.,N sit.Haks.Fiqah came at ard 0300pm.Wen she arrived.,Wen to buy our food.Saw Carisse.,Fiqah talk to her fer awhile.Den bla bla bla.Carisse went home.,den start studyin'.It was okae.I did finallie understand Dist-time graph n Speed-time graph.!Haks.Credits goes to Fique coz he helps mie in understandin' tht topic alort.!Haks.
Den bla bla bla.Till ard 0600pm goin to 0700pm.,We finallie stop.!Get a drink den talk.Me n Fiqah Played pantun 2getha.Funnie.Haks.Den bla bla bla.We decided to play a game of knowin' each other better.At first i play dis game called 'idunowat'.It was okae.Kinda funnie.(:
Den we played diz game call True or Dare.But since itz a game whereby we want to noe each other Better.,So we drop of the Dare n stick wif tha True.Haks.
Here is the Questions dey asked mie.,
Fiqah's Question.,
-Have u ever reached a point in ur life that u feel you've pursued somethg so much n wen u achieved it,it feel that its not werth bein' wen thru.
-What isit that makes u miss tha DICES so much.?
-Have u ever think tha reason why dey dun wan to continue the DICES journey coz' itz gonna be diffrent wif 1 member left.?

Dats Fiqahs Ques.

Diz was wad Fique asked mie.,
-What Sacarstism hurts u untill it makes u hate the DICES.?
-If u are sayin that i have been neglectin Aisha.,Wuldnt u agree tht u've been neglectin Adem as well.?Even wen u guys are the closest in tha DICES.

Dis are all the Ques dey asked.I rmbred askin Shaf 1 ques boud DOLLIES n it made her cry.Haks.
She reallie cried n u noe it makes mie feel as tho' im askin a wrong ques fer her.But still.,We are on a game.So.No choice.Haks(:
Well.The ans i rmbr answerin was Fique's Question.,Bout tha Adem thgy.(:
I replied him.Erm.
"No.Dat is coz' i dun tink so i've been neglectin Adem.But wad i noe is tht he's tha one hu have been neglectin me.Come to tink of it.I alreadie had my probz n tha most impt thg ryte now in my life is my frens.N ryte now my Closest fren Betrayed me.,Bein Sacarstic wif me N... bla bla bla."
n tht is Where i eventuallie cried.Whch den makes Shaf cried again.Haks.,Den bla bla bla.
We tried to make Fique cried but unfortunatelie.,He didnt n culdnt.! ASS HIM.!Haks.
Wen off frm ther at ard 10 plus.Reached home at ard 1020pm.Sleep fer awhile.,N den online at 1230am.N here i am Updatin my blog.Haks.(:
Oh ya.,Fique.,Im still considerin on wether or nt to follow u tmr.,So.,be patient aite.?(:
Anw,Kinda slpie ryte nw.So.Toddles.!

Tmr's Events.,
-Art gotta finish.
-Probabli goin oud wif Fique.(:

.POOR.US.(:

.Erm.Washiap.?Haks.
Well.Basicallie.,2dae is my worst dae of tha week.N i mean Worst.!Haks.
As usual.,I start off my dae by waking up at 0630am.Gawd.,still slpie.But a man gotta do wad a man gotta do.Haks.So.No choice.,Wake up.Head to tha toilet.N bathe.N bla bla bla.Finish bathin'.,Wear shert.,Wax.,Powder.,Socks.,Take my bag.,Kiss Akak.,N head off fer skul.Left home around 0715am.Haks.
Reach skul.Nth much.Fruit dae.Fique brought fer mie an apple.Haks.Thks Homie.!U're tha best.!haks.Ok watever.!Mr Bala check on Us wether or nt we brought our fruit.All did brin'.Den aftr checkin.He headed back to Hall.After dat.,Me n Shaf did Pantun a lil'.Haks.It was Funnie.(: Den bla bla bla.Mdm Sharifah talk boud Apple 2dae."An apple a dae keeps a doctor away.(:"
Den After Tha' Mornin' Assembly.,Wen to return Announcement book wif Shafiqah.I was kinda crap again.Haks.I saw mr Roy Lim.Den i pantun in wif him.Haks.I was lyk.,
-A group is called A team.,
Good Mornin' Mr Roy Lim.!'
Haks.Ok.Watever.!
Den While walkin'.Saw Ms Cindy Wong.Haks.n i goes.,
-Ms wang.!Todae is Fridae.,
U Look Preety Todae.!'
Den she replied.,
'i am preety everydae ryt.?'
Haks.Gawd.Pathetic.Haks.She reallie learn lorts from Drama.(: Welcome to tha Club.! Haks.Den bla bla bla.First 2 period.,P.E.Gosh,Run around tha skul.N tha worst thin' i hate runnin'.N i Mean HATE.! Haks.Luckilie only 1 round.Haks.After runnin',Do standin' Board Jump.(: Dun ask mie how it goes.!Coz it shucks.!Haks.Den Played game.Us Vs E4.Ok la. Im okae wif it.Frenlie Match.!While playin', i was lyk shoutin'.,'evrybody 1 2 step.!' Haks. Den i kept on repeated dat over n over again.Sharmeen Laughed.So does Dafiqah.Haks.Den bla bla bla.,Fique's hair gt caught by Mr Aziz.Den gonna hve to cut it later.Haks.Poor guy.!(:
Den bla bla bla. Maths Nth much.Den after Maths.,English.Gawd Damn it.!Mr Lim is simply bein' Pathetic.Felt sorrie fer Sharmeen Coz She didnt do anythg wron' but gt scoldin'.Haks.But she did Argued wif Mr Lim.Nt sure wad she saed but i heard the Last sentence she saed to him.It was "Watever Shit.!"Haks.Gawd.After English.,Recess.Went down at 1050pm.10 more mins tymes up.Didnt talk to Amat n Adem.At all.i couldnt care less boud dem anymore alrdy(:
Den bla bla bla.Recess over.!Go do duty wif Santhea.As usual.Haks.Talk to her.Again.I asked her wether or nt dey did sae anythin' bout me.,Den she replied.,"Erm.,i cnt tell u coz dey dun allow me to do so.Sorrie(:".Den i go "itz kae.i understand".4n1 pass us.Saw Lynno.She was lyk ''Bye bitchest.!'' Den i was lyk "Bye Slut.!".Haks.Of coz in jokin' manner.(: Saw Adem.He saed to us "Bye bitchest!" Santhea replied but i ignored.(: ''Freedom of Choice.!'' Haks.Im simply bein' Pathetic.(: Den bla bla bla.Mr pang didnt came.So 2 periods Free.Haks.'Yipee'.!Den aftr dat was CME.God damn it.!Tha CME teacher is bein' so Slutty.Haks.!Watever u Freako.!He asked fer tha Chairperson.I came up n asked "Can i help you.?". Den she wen on n asked mie.,"Is diz tha original sittin' class arrangements.?" i wen on n sae."Yup.Dis is it.!Itz Original.!" Haks.Den bla bla bla.She asked mie to draw fer her tha clss sittin' Arrangement.So i drew it n gave it to her.She did gave us werks to do., but i wasnt able to finish it.So she was lyk.''Itz kae.Give mie after Focused Test kae.?" den i replied ''Kae".(:
School Ended.Santhea.,Amat.,Adem.,N joyce came down to my class.Was shock at first but den act as per Normal.Santhea asked mie if i wana follow dem to tha KFC.I den sae."Sorrie but I gt sumthg impt i have to do.Sorrie.(:"Den she was lyk.Ouhk.Nvrm.I quicklie sae."u can invite Sharmeen if u wan.Coz she later dun have frens."But Sharmeen disagree n so she didnt went.Den got no choice but to accompany her to sumwhere.We decided to go Library.Haks.
Den bla bla bla.,Went back to skul For Focused Test.Met Fique.Went up 2getha.Reach clss.,I den Pantun to Zaima.,Dafiqa n Sharmeen.,
-Itik is Duck.,
I wana wish u guyz Gd Luck.!-
Haks.Okae.Watever.!Im so addicted to Pantun.(:
Den after Focused test.,Wen 2 class to put a few books.Saw Santhea.,Amat.,Adem.Erm.,Santhea asked mie if i wana follow dem go Gallery see dance.I sae nope.I wana go home straight.!Haks.
Den bla bla bla.While walkin towards tha Big gate.I den rmbr tht i have to hand in my CME sheet.!Gawd.Wtf.?Got no choice but to turned back around n walk to tha canteen.

Saw Zaima n Aishah.Sit wif dem.Haks.Do my CME wif dem.While duin.Den duno how but we gt lots n lots of storie to share.Damn so much stories.From 1 topic to another n another n another.N eventuallie to tha topic boud Frens.Gawd.Aishah started talkin' bout Fique.N eventuallie.Cried.i wanted to cry also but maintain at first.Zaimah Cried a lil while.Den after Aishah tellin' hers.,i told boud me n Adem.I culdnt help it at all.So i eventuallie burst to tears of blood.N dats wen Zaimah Started Cryin' too.After my stories.,Itz Zaimah's.She Talk boud Fiqah n her.She cried also.Itz jus soo hard to explain our stories wif our tears n sounds.N wif our Flu.N nose blocks n stuffs.n the worst thg.Wif all of us are cryin',itz juz so hard to talk.Gawd.Simply pathetic.The saddest was Aishah's stories.,Den Zaimah's.Den mie.(:Stop half wae tru.Black came n asked why.Den Zaimah n Aishah was lyk Coz' of u larhs.!Haks.Fique came n asked Aishah why.Den she was lyk.,No we cried coz of the story 'My heart'.Haks.Many saw us.Many asked us.But we juz Hi n bye.Haks.Anw.ya.Nice talkin to u guys.Haks.But i wasnt able to finish my CME.!gawd.Azhar.,U talk alorts.!Haks.
Talk to Shafiqah fer a lil' while.She talk bout 'Him' n her.Poor her.Haks.Talk to u tmr.!
Den bla bla bla.,Wanted to go home wif dem.But saw Lynno.She saed 'Hi' to mie n den we sit n chat.Den i asked her.,"Amat n Adem gort sae Anythg.?'' Den she was lyk.,"Well.Dey jus sae tht dey hope dey can hav u back."She den sae dat its hard to ferget bout da 'Dices'.She also added tht Last tyme we used to call ourselves Dices.But now she dusnt even noe how to call us.N dat makes her wana cry.She tried to hold on to hers.But i ended up tellin boud my relationship wif Adem n Amat n again.,I burst to tears.N coz of tht.She does too.So she wasnt able to hold hers.Den she sae.
"u noe.Last tym.,Adem used to talk bout wad conversation u n him had on tha phone n tell us.N dat makes us laugh lyk Hell.Boud now.,No more.''Den she added.,
"We want to talk to u.N asked wether if u are able to give us another chance.I know tht u will Azhar.But try to tink of it.It'll be totallie diffrent without ur laughters animore.Tho' u giv us another chance.But it'll be very diff.Totallie diffrent."
Den bla bla bla.We able to end it.Sharmeen saw us cryin.She consoled us.Thks Sharmeen.!haks.Den i told Lynno nt to tell any1 boud diz.She sae.Ouhk.
Den bla bla bla.Reach home at ard 0700pm.Woke up at 0900pm.Fique called.N i tell him evrythin juz nw.Boud him la of coz.Den ryt nw.,He's EMOTIONAL.Gawd.Nvrm Fique.,Talk to u n Shafiqah tmr while studyin' kaes.?
Erm.Oh ya.! Adem called me n asked mie to call him back juz now.But i went on n sae ''Sorry but im busy lar Adem".Den he sae.itz Okae.and we put down tha Phone.Haks.N thts how we ended.
Turn on tha Comp.n here i am.(:
Haks.Anw.Im tired.My eyes are swollen coz of the cryin' thgy.So i wana head to bed.(:
Toodles.

Tmr's Events
-Meetin Shaf n Fique.
-The Big Talk.
-N bye Azhar.!

*hatedemdaebydae*

.WAD.A.LIFE.!.

.Haks.
Gawd.Wat a dae.!
Yesterdae.,I didnt slept at all.I mean i did slept but only fer 3 hours.N tht is like from 10pm to lyk wat.?1 am.?
Den after dat.Nvr slept at all till 0430pm juz nw.Fuh.!Den woke up at 9pm.Dats bcoz' Fique Called.N tell me his Latest News.Gawd.,Fique.,Dun feel Sad.!Wads done cnt be undone.(: Well.Look on tha Bright side.,U still Got us.
Me and Sharmeen.!Which is tha 3.C.P n of coz.,The Coolest of all Shafiqah.!Lyk Watever Shaf.!Haks.Aniwae.,Ya Fique.,Cheer up.!We'll alwaes be ther wenever u need us.!((:
Anw.,Reach skul ard.,0715am.Walk here n der n evrywher.Kinda bored tho'.But hu cares.? I rather walk den stand at 1 place lyk a useless statue.!Haks.Walk till 0725am.,Den as usual.,chase ppl into tha Hall.((: Den bla bla bla.Walk wif Shaf to the General office to retuen announcemet book.While walkin'.,Saw Adem bein' punish in the Parade Square wif of coz a few others.They're Late.As usual.Haks.
Den bla bla bla.Reach class.,First 2 period.,English.It was okae.Den nex 2 Hist.Gawd.As usual.Sleepy.Den after tht Was Mt. Again.,Pantun.But diz tyme round we write our Pantun in our own Exercise book.Haks.Adem again wif his childishness act.N so does Amat.Gawd.Lame Ass.Adem purposelie Read loudlie a few Pantun thts regardin relatiionship.Frenship i mean.Haiz.I noe wat u guyz are thinkin'.One word.,''CHILDISH''.Haks.i have no doubt if that is the werd u guyz r thinkin' coz i simply totallie agree wif it.! Haks.
Anw.,Adem first Pantun was Dis.,
-Buang Yg Keruh.,Ambil Yg Jernih.
Second Pantun was erm.,
-Mak Goreng pisang didalam kuali.,Jangan kau lupakan kami.
Haiz.He purposelie call Sharmeen n read Loudlie dis to her.So dat i can hear.But im glad tht Sharmeen culdnt care less boud his pantun n sayin' werds lyk 'SO.?' n 'Watever'.Haks.N dat makes Adem feelin' Paisey.Haks.I wrote a Pantun Boud some of my frens.Here goes.,
-Sedang memandu di Jalan Bahar.,Ku teringat si Shafiq Bahar.
-Aku sedang meLipat Tika.,Sambil termenung wajah Shafiqah.
-Sedang termenung di depan cermin.,Ku terbayang wajah Sharmeen.
Haks.Okae.ya.i tink itz nice.Realie.Haks.Actuallie.,i wanted to write stuffs lyk u noe.,Couldnt care less pantun.,Or lyk watever pantun.N bla bla bla.So i can imply on Adem n Amat but den.,to tink again.I rather not waste my tyme on tht kind of stuffs.Haks.They're lyk So Watever.!
Den after dat Recess.Adem Amat dey all went off first.So., i went down wif Fique.,Sharmeen.,n Daff.Sit at tha usual Place.,Tha onlie diff boud 2dae is dat Daff is wif us.Diz tyme round.Joyce didnt came.Amat sat wif other ppl.So left me.,Daf.,Sharmeen.,Santhea.,Adem n Farhan.Deelarh ask Amat y Daff sits wif Us.,Den Amat replied her.,'Itz freedom of choice'.Watever Freak.!On my table.,I nvr had any conversation wif Adem.Except dat while walkin' wif Sharmeen to buy Prawn.,Adem called my name n ask me to buy fer him Prawn too n giv me his money.I did show attitude lyk mumbling to myself while walkin' towards him.i took his money n went to tha stall to buy food.Gawd im bein soo good.Tho' he put a blame on me fer wad happen.,critisise me.,Dun reallie tok to me.,*ack*tab me.Stil.,im bein soo nice.((:
Den bla bla bla.After recess.,Walk wif Santhea n do Duty.,i confess to her evry Single thing how i felt toward Adem.Till tears on my eye.Of coz ther is a drop of 1 or 2 tears but i tried my best to hold dem on.((: Santhea gave me tissue so i can wipe my tears awae.Den While explainin' i hit my foot on the floor hard coz wen rememberin' wat he did to mie diz few daes.,itz reallie makes me feel angry n at the same tyme sad.He's tha closest fren i had among all.n tha wae he treated mie is lyk as if im his old enemie.Gawd.Its simplie Pathetic.Hais.
Den saw 4n1 walk pass.Quicklie wipe away the tears i had properlie.Den giv a big smile pretendin' evrythin' was okae.n i sae PRETENDIN'.!Saw Adem.heck care.He den Shouted 'Santhea.,Dis Saturdae Dun 4rget.Go Sentosa'.i didnt heard wat he was talkin' at first.i Only knew wen Santhea came up to mie n tell me.N den i sae dat its so obvious tht he was sort of lyk 'Sindir' me coz dis saturdae actuallie i had plan on goin' to Sentosa wif Shafiq n Sharmeen.Den i heck care him n wen up to class wif Santhea.She den sae to mie dat dun feel hurt or bad or watever k.? den i replied k.Haks.Thks Santhea.!U've been a wonderful fren.!
den bla bla bla.Art lesson.,Nth much.Except dat Sharmeen crack stupid jokes makin' me.,Fique n Daff laughin' Lyk 1 fcuk.Haks.Ya.Den bla bla bla.Maths.,It was okae.While studyin'.Mr Chian came into tha class n tell tht thers no Physics remedial 2dae.'Yipee'.!Haks.Den bla bla bla.
After skul.,Accompanied Fique n Sharmeen coz 0330pm they gt sumthg on.Shucks.We sat wif Shafiqah.,Ema.,Fyna.,Shaf.,n Dayah.It was damn funnie wen mie n Aisha Berpantun.Haks.Den while Talkin' wif dem.,Fique show me Amat.,Adem.,Lynno n i duno hu else was on the other side of tha table.Gawd.Pathetic.Dey saw mie.But i pretend i didnt saw dem.Haks.Fique told mie dat Adem gave me 1 kind of Stare.Lyk watever u f*cker.!Maniac moron.!Den bla bla bla.0330pm wen home.Bathe.,Slp.,Woke up at 9.Talk to Fique on tha Phone.,Den watch Prison Break.,Den here i am.Surfin net.,n Bloggin'.Haks.Well.Im off fer now.Kinda tired ryt now.Gosh.!Haks.Toodles.

Tmr's Event.
-Focuz test.
-Plannin' tha outin.
-N ya.Deres no Drama ((:

.SIMPLY.PATHETIC.(:

.OoooOooooiii.Haks.
If u guyz get wad i mean.itz funnie.but fer those hu dusnt.Too bad.haks.(:
Anw.Fique.!i did update okae.Haks.itz juz dat my tymin n ur tymin is diffrent.My timing is the timing at Europe.Urs is at Bangladesh.U Ass.Haks.Ok.Cut tha crap.Watever.!(:
Anw.,My dae juz now.erm.was okae.lyk those other normal daes.i was kinda Pissed off wif Adem n Amat.Seriouslie.Dey are gettin on my nerves.Dey kept on talkin bout frenship thgy wif each other.N of coz.,i hav 2 pretend dat nth happen n carry on duin my own stuff.If itz onlie On Mt lesson.i dun mind.But both on Mt n Drama.Gawd.
Well.Durin' Mt lesson.,We had diz Pantun game again.Whch is kinda serious diz tyme round.But before we start writin on tha board our pantun.,Ther are a few pantun on tha board the previous class wrote.So.,i den wen on skimming tru dem.N i dunno why i have to read aloud.Whch is kind of stupid of mie to do dat.So.,bla bla bla.Den i read diz pantun somthg like erm.bla bla bla...den jangan kau lupakan kawanmu.Den.,immediatelie.,Adem asked mie where tha Pantun is.So i showed him.N bla bla bla.He den purposelie read aloud.Juz to Let Amat hear.Pathetic. Den Amat wen on sayin' dat.'I get wad u mean Adem.'.I heck care n carry'on duin readin others.Done readin.Do my homewrk.While duin.,i saw adem took tha bookmark tht i gave him fer Valentines Dae gift.He Place it on tha table n hit it wif his Pencil Box.Lots of tyme.Continuouslie.I pretend nt to see.n carry'on duin my Hmwrk.
Den while duin.Cikgu gave us Pantun on 3 question.I did tha last ques on my own.Without any1's hep diz tyme.Haks.The question was diz.,bla bla bla...den Untuk berjaya dalam kehidupan.,den bla bla bla.Den i replied.*ehem*.
-Ikan terdapat didalam lautan.
juga terdapat di banyak pasaran.
kalau nk berjaya bukannya senang.,
tentu skali perlu sokongan.-
Haks.okae.Watever.Im totallie good at dis.Haks.Anw.,Bla bla bla.Recess.!Didnt went Down earlie diz tyme round coz firstlie.Shaf didnt attend to skul.N dat is Pathetic.): Secondlie.,Mr pang didnt allow us to go.Coz Desiree havent ans a Social Studies Qn.So fer tht.We cnt go.Den.i duno wat happen., Mr pang Let s go.So., Wen down recess.Havin' a hard tyme wether or nt to carry'on., sittin wif Dem.Haiz.Aftr makin a hard decision.Den i finallie saed to Sharmeen.' i tink i'll sit wif dem.See how izit first.,Den if any1 shows attitude.u noe.Lyk Attitude towards mie.or Watever.Den Dats it.Dats tha Last tyme im gona be ther.'.,Den she sae ok watever.
So.,wen 2 Buy food first.Den came up to dem.Sit down.Talk to Lynno.Laf wif her n Sharmeen.Jokes here n dere.Haks.Amat did tok to mie a lil' so does Joyce.But Adem didnt.Duno y.But he's showin' attitude.He's lyk totallie blamin' mie fer wat had happen ysterdae.Gawd.Sickenin' Ass.So i didnt tok to him.Juz Eat.till Bell rang.Bla bla bla.End skul.Was surprise wen Amat,Lynno n Joyce came down to meet mie.Haks.Den Lynno was Lyk ''Diz 2 bitchest actuallie wanted to meet u''.Den Amat carry'on sayin dat.,''Actuallie.,itz onlie mie.I asked Joyce to follow but she replied lyk 'why must go n meet Azhar.?' So i eventuallie wen down n meet u.But she follows.''Den Joyce was lyk rebuttin' Amat's point n sae lyk ''Where gt.?'' or watever else.Den Lynno actuallie saed dat "Joyce.Come lets go.We're actuallie Headin' to tha toilet" Den Amat wen on ''K.larhs.mit u in Drama later.!" Den went off. i was lyk givin' tha looks of lyk "Watever.
Den.bla bla bla.Drama.(:
Came in.Saw Shahrul.Go towrds him.Den chit chat.He asked mie."So.Dices are over.Haks.".i was lyk den "Yurp.,Officiallie Over." Haks.Den he was lyk laughin' n sae.,"kesian ehk.,Dollies da tkder, Dices da tkder.,Beach boys pun dah tkder.Cumer yg maintan A'Familia".Den i was lyk watever n bla bla bla.Den Shaf came in.Went to shaf.Talk to her.Shared my stuffs.She is reallie i gud fren.!Thks Shaf.!U're the best.!haks.Den while tokin.,Amat n all came in.Dey watch mie.But heck care.Den gathered at 1 places n i TINK dey did talk boud mie.But i culdnt care less.!Haks.So.Bla bla bla.We played dis game calld 'Trust ur Fren'.Adem den saed.,Wat rubbish game is diz.Den i sae.,Diz game is called 'Trust ur Fren'.Den he n Amat was lyk."wat.?''.,"can u reapeat.?" Den i did actuallie reapeated. Den dey asked me to reapeat again.i gt pissed off n so.,i eventuallie answerd.,"Dun worrie.,I wun trust u guyz animore.!"Den dey were lyk "ya we now".Den bla bla bla.
Watch Drama Vid.Well.,Sorrie.,but fer mie.,tha Drama vid was Pathetic.Haks.No offence Drama ppl.But reallie pathetic.Haks.Okae.Watever.I sat beside Shaf.N dat makes Amat, Adem n Joyce dey all sits at tha back.I Noe dey are tokin bout sumthg but i preten nth happen.Haks.Den bla bla bla.Drama ended.Go home.Den slept at 10pm.Woke up at 0110am.haks.Chat wif 'Unplugged n Shaf.' it was fun pantun2.Haks.u're good.but im better.Haks.JKJK.Den bla bla bla.Itz 0415am now.N im still updatin.i started at 0330am.Gawd.Haks.Chat too much.,
Anw.,i get to noe tht *ehem* backstab mie.N i mean BACKSTAB MIE.!Gawd.N the worst thg is.,He's My fren.My best fren.,My closest fren.N he backstab mie.Itz fine wif mie u noe.Reallie.Coz' simply.,Dae by dae., u are gettin' more n more pathetic.Dae by dae u are bein' more n more sickenin' n dae by dae.,U are reallie gettin' onto My nerves.Serioulie.I reallie culdnt care less wad u wana sae boud me.,Animore.!.Ryte now.,To mie.,U r lyk a piece of Dirt tht im steppin' on ryt now.U r nth compared to a Shit.!U're simply pathetic.,N i mean PATHETIC.!So juz get tha Hell out of my lyf coz u r simply useless to mie ryt now.!Wif tht.,im gone.(: toodles.!
**It'z a [He].So.Toodles.**


Tmr's Event.,
-Physic's Remedial.
-N Noe tha Saturdae Plans.(:
-N ya.Bye Azhar.!Haks.

*hatedemdaebydae*

.MY.HAPPIE.DAE.

.Hola.!
Haks.Im feelin Happie.Very Happie.Extremelie Happie.Dunno Why.
Probablie Coz Silver is waitin' fer JWSS Drama.Haks.Goddamnit.!I'm reallie Proud of u Ppls.!Tha Cast.,Tha Crew.,N Whoever is involve.Thks fer bein' such a great Dramatians.(;.U guyz are tha best.! Unlike Band.Gawd.Seriouslie.,i still rmbr how simply pathetic was Band.!Esp that David Lam.I was Halfwae Tru Syf Wen
i receive a msg sayin' dat im nt involve in Syf animore.Coz my attendance wasnt good.Watever Sey.!U imagine arh.Half wae tru u noe.!Gawd.I also did rmbr tha dae whereby tht David Lam used to call Ppl NAMES.!He used to shout at me words lyk 'u bloody idiot','U bloody Fool','U stupid'.,and of coz few other words which i cant rmbr any of it ryte now.He shouted at ppl names wen actuallie he is 1.Haks.i swear i did cursed him lots n lots of thgs on tha dae he called me names.Haks.But those was Old daes.Ryt now.,im proud bein' in Drama.Haks.I lurve my CCA.Adore Dem.!Haks.And yar.SILVER is waiin fer us.!Anw.,our instructor did mention dat tha onlie thg tht stoppin' us from Gold is our Diction.If we put a lil harder to improve on it.We sure will get Gold.!Haks.If we gt Gold.i tell u, itz a Damn Miracle Man.!Haks.
Anw.,i was suppose to tell da skul bout our clss Service Learnin' Project juz now morn.But mr pang came up to mie n Shaf n sae tht we haven get any green lights Yet.So Probablie tml i'll be presentin' fer my clss.!Oh ya Shaf.,Thks fer tha Speech.!Haks.I juz hav to add a few thgs here n dere n its Done.!(:
Lessons juz now was Borin'.Fique didnt came to skul again 2dae.Gawd.): Hope his comin' tmr.Haks.!Mutha Tongue was Damn funnie.We gt Pantun2.Haks.Our first Pantun was.
"Nenek kat Dapur masak Kari.,
Apa Khabar Mak kau nyer Laki."Haks.
But We werent able to put tht Pantun coz Cikgu Zubir Saes its rude.Haks.
Seriouslie.Tha Lesson Juz now was Funie.!Damn funnie.!Haks.Anw.,Erm.After mutha tongue was Historie.Gawd.It was okae la.Coz i was Payin' attention in clss fer Historie Juz nw.(: Oh ya.,Sharmeen is alone in clss juz now from 11 onwards.Haks.i wunder how tha Hell she's gona Survived firstlie.,without me.Secondlie.,Without Fique.Thirdlie.,Without Shafiqah.N Lastlie.,Without us.!Haks.Hope she can Survive tho' we are nt der.Haks.Hav fun wif "u noe hu" aite Sharmeen.?

Anw.Erm.Ya.
'i wld like to announce dat tha Group 'DICES' is officiallie OFF.!n i mean OFF.!it all began wif mie.I came up to dem. N sae dat
'guys.Rmbr tha dae wen u guyz used to sae tht watever we choose is all a 'FREEDOM OF CHOICE'.?'
Den dey replied 'Ya'.
I continued my sentence n sae tht
'Well.Erm.i've reallie think Hard.N dat i decided to Wash off My hands off tha group.N im nw.,Out of tha Dices.!'.
Joyce looks tells us tht She was shock.Damn shock.
Tha' rest didnt reallie got tht sign of looks lyk 'Omg' or watever.But instead.,Amat saes dat.
'Probablie it'll be better is We juz Dun hav tha Word 'DICES' animore.'
Tha rest juz follow wif tha Flow n agree to wads Amats Decision is.Den Adem n Amat carry on n sae dat
'From now onwards.,if Azhar were to mess wif Whoever He wants to or Wif his own Cliques of wif his classmates.Its his own Choice n we hav no rights to stop him from duin dat.'
N dey agree.
Den Adem Continued n sae dat
'If any of us feels as tho' dey dun wana sit at tha place where we sit animore.its fine coz there is NO MORE DICES.'
N den bla.bla.bla.N tha bell rang.(:
Gawd.Guyz.Im nt sure if u guyz noe whether or nt im havin a Blog or wad but if u guyz are readin' diz.,i wana tell u guyz dat bein wif tha Dices was reallie meant to be a very memoriable moments for mie coz we did went tru Lots n Lots of obstacles 2gether.As ONE.Even tho' in bad tymes we did end up feelin' fed up or piss off wif each othr or wadever else.i wana tell u guyz dat itz tha obstacles tht we hav to face coz diz is all normal u noe.,to hav frens fightin' wif each other.,Feelin Pissed.,Argued wif one another.,or watevr else.Lyk Amat saed.'Watever we are now its all becoz of us.'Well., actuallie he saed its all ''coz' of me'' but i dun tink dat im tha onlie 1 who changes all of our character coz i noe dat i wun be able to do that.Haks.But even tho' tha DICES ARE OVER.I wana tell u guyz tht i Cherish u Guyz from tha dae i met all of u.(:
Wif tht i end my Typin'.Toodles.!
Tmrs Events.
-Tha talkin' of tha Service Learnin' Project to tha Skul.
-Tha Drama debrief.
-N of coz.,Drama.!Haks.(:

.FIRST.DAE.IN.SKUL.

.Okae.
Im back.Movin' on to my 3rd bloggie.Haks.
Anw.First dae of skul was okae.It was sucks at first but it was okae at tha second.Woke up at 0630 in tha Morn.
Gawd.Im still feelin' slpie.Haks.Wat do u expect.?I slept at 4am ystd.Haks.Anw.Movin on.,i had an Mornin' Upset jz now.Gawd.Seriouslie.,it was damn pathetic.N da cause of dat made me late fer skul.I Went oud of tha hse at lyk wat.? 0722.? 3 mins more to bell ring.Maybe less than tht.N tha worst thg is.Im a Councilor.N im suppose to be in skul lyk Wat.? 0715.?Haks.Hu cares anw.?im used to diz kind of stuffs.Haks.Anw.,Wen i step into tha skul,immediatelie tha bell rang.Haks.Luckie Mie.
After tha Morn assembly.,Went to meet Shaf.As usual.Accompanie her to tha general Office.Then to class.Anw.,While walkin'.Was Surprise wen she saed dat we are tha onlie Seniors wearin' tha Councilor U.Haks.Hu cares anw.We lurve our councilor U.N we r proud of wearin dem.Rite Shaf.?Haks.Den bla bla bla.Reach Clas.Fique wasnt in skul.!Wth.?Gawd.Pathetic Man.!Gonna miss him Lyk crazzie.!Haiz.
First lesson was Bio.N i failed my bio test paper.As expected.I've nvr lyk bio.Big deal.Haks.Den bla bla bla.Physics was Kinda Funiie.Den Maths.Maths Was okae.But i dun reallie pay attention at Maths lesson jz nw coz was talkin' to Shaf n Sharmeen.I shared my probs wif dem.N gawd.,dey are a reallie good listener.Haks.Anw.,aftr maths was recess.Den Assemblie.Den followed by PC.
We Discuss bout our Service Learnin' Project n dey selected me to be tha Advertisers.So i gotta tok bout our Service Learnin' Project to tha sch tml.Gawd.Feelin nervous Ryte Now.Haks.Hope evrythg turns oud well tml.Shaf is makin' tha speech fer mie.So i gt nth much to do.Except fer gettin readie fer tml.
Den after Pc was Art.Nth much for art except dat we are makin an apple oud of a Clay.Mine turns oud Well.Lyk it.!Haks.Anw.,After Art.,Skul ended.
Reach home at ard 4pm.On tha comp.Chat wit Amat.He was askin me to break tha Dices Fast.Den i was lyk.
No.im nt gona Break tha Dices.But instead im quitiin tha Dices.Get tha Diffrences.?Haks.I asked him wether izit okae if i confess to dem tml. Den he replied.'Yes'.So.,i cant wait fer tml.(:
I'll bet there will be a big arguements between us tml.Haks.So.,Can't wait fer tml.i'll update evry single details n let u guyz noe soon aite.?Haks. (;
Anw.Feelin Slpie ryte now.My bed is callin mie.I heard dem callin my name lyk wat.? Few hours ago.?
Haks.okae.Watever.!Cut tha crapz.Haks.So toodles fer now.!Bye.!
Tmr's Big events.
-Tha Talkin of tha Secrvice Learnin' Project to tha skul.
-Quittin' tha Dices.
-Goin' to Acs Barker For Drama Syf Rehearsal. (:

*hatedemdaebydae*

.END.OF.MARCH.HOLIDAES.

Hola.!Haks.

Me here again blogin' new entry.Haks.

Anw.2dae nth much happen.Except dat culdnt believe dat tmr's skulin'.Gawddamnit.! I still didnt feel tha

taste of holidaes man.And now lookin at tha calender.,itz tha end of march holidae.GREAT.! Haiz.

Woke up at 1230pm.Start off tha dae by cleanin' my room.!Gawd it is reallie a mess.Den wen to watch

SAW 3 wit Deelarhs.Haks.Gawd it is Violent.i rmbr watchin' it for da first tyme n it makes me wana

Puke.!Trust mie.,it reallie wana make all of ur organs fall apart.!Haks.While half wae watchin',Kakak called us

n asked us a favour to go shop n buy dis.,buy dat., n bla bla bla.So take down note.Half wae gettin readie

den kakak sae no need to go.Wth.?Well.Actuallie.Itz a good thg tho' coz i nvr reallie lyk goin oud on Sundaez.

Esp wen tmr's skulin'.Haks.So wen to order 'Golden Pillow' n eat.Tha food wasnt at my expectation but hu cares.?

It still duz make my tummie Full.(:

Slept at aftrnn fer a while.Woke up at 6pm.Iron Kakak shert.Do my stuffs.Bla bla bla.Till 8.,wen watch Tv fer awhile.Den Syafiq called.Haks.Gawd he's damn sick.He's havin a Sore Throat.,Headache n bla bla.He told me dat his temperarture was at erm.about 37.3.If im nt mistaken.Haks.He sae he prob wun be able to attend skul tmr.

Gawd.I reallie cant imagine hows life in clss without him man.So.,i told him to drink plentie of warm water.

Eat medicine.Bathe Cold water.Drink Lime Water.Wear thick layers of Cloths n Dun on da fan while slpin'.

Haks.Hope he'll be able to be in skul tmr.Get well soon My Bruderh.!

Aftr tokin to him.,went oud watch Tv.Till 1130pm.,Den.Watch Mtv's Spankin New.,Followed by Hip Hop countdown.Of coz While watchin i iron my clths.Pack my bags.n while packin.i den realise dat I HAVENT DONE ANY OF MY HMWRK.!Gawd.Im so Dead meat.Gawd.Pls save me tmr.Ehk.Wait.Tmr first 4 periods Science.Dun worrie.Gt tyme to do.Haks.Aftr Packin up bag.,Wen to Clean house.,Clean Room again.Bathe.Den bloggin'.Haks.Well.Lyk i saed.Nth much 2dae.

Anw.gtg.Deelarhs been waitin to use da Comp.(;.

-Sorrie Deelarhs.

-Get well Soon Syafiq.

-N toodles Azhar.!Haks.

*Erm.B4 i ferget.Those hu Havent Link mie.Pls do So.! Thks.!

*HatedemDaebyDae*

.MY.FIRST.ENTRY.

'.Yippee.Haks.'

I got myself a blog.haks.Okae.Watever.i noe u ppl not intrested.but im juz sayin.(:

Anw.,Credits goes to 'DEELARHS' coz she helps mie alort in dis blog thgy.Thks Sis.U're the best.!Haks.

If its without ur help.,i wun tink i'm able to post anythg n let the world noe my SECRETS.Haks.

i noe they've been dying to noe wads my life are lyk.Haks.Okae.Watever.Cut the Crap Aza.Lets's

Start the Damn thg.Haks.

Anw.,todae was nth much.Start off da dae by watchin MTV Spankin' New.ok.alort of new songs.Tho' sum i've

heard b4.Haks.I dun even noe why dey kept on repeatin lorts of music videos.Haks.Okae.Deelarh wen out to Sentosa wif her frens n left mie alone at home wif nth to do.Since she left her ipod at home.,i den take advantages by hearing her ipod.Haks.half wae the song.i duno how but tha ipod got stuck.!Wth.?I tried pressing the buttons over n over again but nth happens.I den try banging on tha wall.Still.,nth happens.So.eventuallie.,Gt pissed off.I den went to Take a nap.Wake up at 8pm.Do tha class tee shert design thgy.While duin Adem called.Okae.Confess to him dat i miss him Lorts.as usual.but den i regret sayin it.Gawd.i culdnt believe dat he was totallie against me wif tha 'DICES' thgy.Okae.I did put on my msn nick ''hatedemdaebydae''.for those hu dusnt noe im implyin on hu.Well.Now u noe.Itz da 'DICES'.And so amat came online.He saw tha thg i wrote and came up to me n sae tht he'll be waitin for da dae whereby i went to tha dices n confess to dem 'LETS BREAK DA DICES'.Gawd.culdnt believe dat he was supportin me.Haks.It sounded funnie to mie so i wen to tell Adem boud it. he larf at first but den went on to a Serious mood later.which i didnt expected at all.I tot he was supportin' me.

but instead.He was against me.N dat makes us Argued on da phone fer quite a while.N there he goes.

Shootin oud dat Joyce is Mad wif mie wif sumthg.N dat im showin attitude towards him.N dat thers no reason why i must hate all the dices.N bla.bla.bla.We den eventuallie ended up confessing that we hate each other.After dat.,we decided to hung up tha Phone wif me bein sacarstic lyk ''So.,is der anythg else we need to tok aboud.?''

n he also wen sacarstic n sae ''i dun tink we have anythg else to discuss boud.So lets juz end here.''.N we eventuallie hung up tha phone.Gawd damn it we r reallie showin' attitude wif each other.Gt a bit pissed off wif him.

So wen to finish tha Class tee shert design n it was nice.(: Can't wait to show tha class tha design.Haks.

bla.bla.bla.Deelarh came back.immediatelie asked her to help me wif dis blog thgy.N here it is.!Haks.Again.Thks Deelarh.!

Erm.Oh ya.! before i fergot.,Dose of u hu havent Link mie, please do so aite.?Thks.!

Toodles fer now.!

*hatedemdaebydae*