.TUESDAE.240707.

After skul.,i went out wif 3 lurvelie ppl on earth 2dae n tht was of course wif .,Syafiq.,Shafiqah.,n Amira.(:

Pioneer mall Macd was where we studied at.It was cold.I cant denied on tht.N thinking of how foolish am i not to bring along my sweater or in fact.,wear a jeans at least.!Gawd.!Wif the environment tht im facing around me.,it jus makes me wanna sleep.Seriouslie.I was tired halfwae duin my maths.N i swear.,i wasnt able to finished wad i aimed fer.Haha.!But its okae.,theres alwaes tmr.Jus like wad Fiqah alwaes saed.HEHEH.!I didnt talked or joked much was due to the slpiness im facin'.So dun mind me alrite Fiqah.,Fique n Amira.?I will.,the next time round IF we were to hang out again.N i'll make sure on tht.!(:

Truth game was okae.Fiqah was abit Bitchy.Dun asked me why.U shld noe her well.Haha.!Fique was super Hillarious.!As alwaes.N Amira.?I duno.Maybe Silent is Golden fer her.Haha.Nah.Jk2.The highest possibility tht i can think of why she didnt communicate much wif us was due to the uncomfertness wif whom she surrounded wif.Rite Amira.?But thts jus my thoughts la.Haha.Maybe sooner or later.,U will be LOUD.!But please.,dun be as bitchy as Fiqah.!No offence Fiqah.!Haha.!(:

Bla bla bla.,We get off from there at around 0820pm.N yup.,They all reallie make my dae.(:

Pictures.?I still have yet to grab it from Fique n Fiqah.So yea.,A little late post of pictures dun mind rite.?Haha.Sorrie.(:

But however.,on tha bright side is tht.,i had gotten all the Racial Harmony Pics from Dafiqa alrdie.N as Promised.,the pictures are all posted aboved.(:

BYE.(:

.MONDAE.230707.

Mother Tongue Oral was super suckie.!Ughx.Am i gona fail fer sure.?I duno.I used lorts of english werds.N i paused fer quiet long before i had my sentence saed.The werd "ERM."Was the majority i used.N i super afraid if i wld fail.Reallie.!It was reallie suckie.!Ughx.

Bla bla bla.,Lessons was as pernormal.Except tht fer PC.,my name was called out fer not having to donate more thn 5 bucks fer Singathon cards.Ughx.Werst.,Fiqah didnt even tell me anythg bout she had donated more thn 10 bucks.I mean.We both had planned to not cross over more thn 4 bucks,But HOWEVER.,she had crossed way more thn 4 bucks.Nabei.!Haha.!

Bla bla bla.,Art was okae.The malay ppl was dismissed 1 period earlier before skul ended as we had our oral do get done and over wif.!Bla bla bla.,Eat.,Drink.,Chit chat.,Oral.-ughx.Done wif oral.,went to art room.,check on clay.Help radiah wif her Final layout.Talked to Zaimah.,Fique.,Daff.,Shafiqah [a little].,den yup.,went home.Reach home.Nthg much.I iron kakak's shert.,N head fer the bed.

Was awaken by a phonecall.,N tht was from Lynno.Haha.!N yes Lynno.,i miss talkin to u on the phone too.(:

Bla bla bla.,Done talkin'.,eat.,update skul diary.,N yup.,Finallie.,Bloggin'.!Haha

Anw.,before i go., "HAPPIE 15TH BURFDAE DEELARH SIS.!MAY UR BURFDAE WISHES COMES TRUE.HAVE A SPLENDID MOMENTS AT THE AGED OF 15 AITE.?" Lots of Lurve., "AZHAR MIRZAN B.JAILANI.,UR BRO.".(:

Dats all forks.!I better get goin.Im slpie still.(:

.SUNDAE.22O7O7.

Sundae.,Oh yea.,

"HAPPIE BURFDAE FARWIN GORGEOUS.!MAY UR DAE 2DAE BE A MEMORIABLE 1 AND OF COURSE.,MAY GAWD BLESS U.!"Lots of lurve.,AZHARMIRZAN BIN JAILANI.(:Haha.

Oh well.,fer those who might be wundering hu the hell is Farwin.,its Sharmeen's Gorgeous sis.N yup.,She is Gorgeous.Haha.(:

Anw.,within few mins time.,wld be Dila's burfdae too.But however.,i'll make tht shout out on my nex post aite.?Haha.(:

Bla bla bla.,My Sundae.,has nvr gotten any better.I thougt of headin to the outdoor 2dae but however.,the only thing tht stoppin me from duin so.,is wif hu am i gonna head out wif n yup.,of course.,Money.!Oh how i wish i dun have to worry bout any of these at all.Haix.Watever.Its life Azhar.So FACE IT.!Haha.!(:

I slept quite alort todae.Haha.Was awaken by pathetic kids askin wether or not im cooking 2dae.So.,to not want them to get hungry.,i cooked.,"Kerang masak Kicap".,n "ikan Goreng".Haha.Yup.,Simple.(:

Bla bla bla.,talked 2 Dila dear bout lorts of stuffs.Some are on my performance on Stage.,Also bout the dae Ysterdae.,Which she went out wif shahrul n i can tell.,she do enjoyed it soo much.Esp the moment whereby Shahrul gave her a ring.-OH HOW SWEET.!Haha.!(:

Done cooking.,i spent time ironing my clothes.,Watch Tv.,toilet.,Listen song.,Got bored.,so yup.,here i am bloggin.Haha.!

Anw.,i gotta go.Will update probablie tmr aite.?

N oh ya.,Wish me luck fer my Malay Oral tmr.!Oh gawd.Please be with me.!(:

.SATURDAE.210707.

Saturrdae.AGAIN.!Haix.

Like alwaes.,Saturdae.,is a boredom.The only difference 2dae was dat my famz didnt went to Malaysia like they alwaes did.I spent my whole dae duin nothing.!At all.!Ughx.But of course.,those daily routines of eating.,usin comp n bla bla bla.,is a normal thing but other thn dat.,nothing.Haix.

Bla bla bla.,i wanted to used the phone from 6pm.But however.,i dunno hu to contact to.Which is kind of abnormal cause usuallie i do have sum1 to call n talk to.But however.,recently.,i seriouslie duno hu to contact to.N its becoming a Normal thing.Which im soo not used to it.Haix.Watever.Sooner or later.,its a thing tht im gona get used to it.HAIX.

Watever.

Sis n Shahrul went out n celebrate both.,Their 1 year Ann.N Dila's Burfdae which falls on 230707.,Mondae.So., "HAPPIE 1 YEAR ANN.TO DILAH DEAR N SHAHRUL."(:

Bla bla bla.,Talking bout Anniversary.,Sis n Bro in law celebrating theirs dis coming Fri.,Sat.,Sun.N yup.,they are making a chalet.Which den simply tells us tht this weekend.,is not gona be a boredom for me.I HOPE.!haha.Anw.,I gtg.Tc.,update soon.!(:

N oh ya.,Sis bought me a Marks n Spencers Shades which cost.,$45.How cool is dat.?Haha.!(:

-I miss talking to someone on tha phone.(:

.FRIDAE.200707.

My first time emcee was a disaster.!
After all i have alwaes wanted to be 1.Now i will never want to be.At all.!And i wun sing on mics animore.!It turns out to be sucky.Everything.!Reallie.!UGHX.!
Watever.!
Shafiqah dear.,Dun blame urself fer evrythg aite.?Its not ur fault seriouslie.Its not.Its THEM.U noe larh hu.But watever it is.,Jus chill n stay cool.N yup.,i still enjoyed myself.,bein an emcee wif u.I seriouslie do.U jus take care n ferget about evrythg aite.?Its over alrdie larhs.I noe its hard for u to jus get evrything out of ur mind but Shafiqah.,to us all.,u are still the best emcee ever exist in skul n tht no one.,cn ever replaced ur position.No one.!N tht im sure of it.!(:

Normil.,Fique.,Billy.,u ppl.,did a great job.,Its not our fault if some of us cant be heard.Seriouslie.,Its the fucking AVA members.I dun even noe why they even called themselves as AVA members if they dun even noe how to operate the fucking mics properlie.Nabei.!But u ppl still did good.(:

Pictures will be upload soon.I still have to get it from Daifqa n Shafiqah.N oh ya.,Sorry fer the long absent.Was budy preparing fer the Singathon which turns out to be a disaster.!Ughx.!BYE.!

.MONDAE.160707.

Im Speechless.(:

Watever.

Anw.,i spent my whole dae wif my dearest SHARMEEN.Haha.

Yea.,i noe.,its like normal.But.,i feel like as tho' todae was a bit different.Okae watever Azhar.!(:

Bla bla bla.,Lessons was all as pernormal.Except tht Assembly was abit hillarious.Haha.I swear.,the presentation done by our dearest Jwss 1E1 was freakin hillarious.!Its reallie funny la sey.!Haha.

Bla bla bla.,had my Art taken after school.,n im happie cause i was able to finish the whole lot of my ceramics.!Haha.Well.,not reallie all la.There are still.,a few more left.But its okae.It'll be done soon.Haha.(:

I packed my stuffs at ad 0430pm n went home.

Home nth much.Except tht i was able to asked the kids to maintain tha house clean.N yup.,they did listen to mie.Haha.Bla bla bla.,watch Hikmah.Half wae tru.,i went to bathe.Done wif hygiene purposes.,i den wen into my room n kept thinkin' of wad i've done wrong recentlie.Haix.Watever.Done thinkin'.,bored.,n yup.,comp was the solution to tha matter.(:

Anw.,i'll be headin off to bed rite now so yea.,I'll update again soon.(:

.SUNDAE.150707

I dun reallie feel like as tho im bein myself latelie.Maybe its due to the situation tht im facin recentlie.Haix.Its okae.I guess.,sooner or later.,i'll get over wif it.(:

Anw.,as mentioned earlier.,tht i will post again.,here i am now.,postin.Haha.Sundae.,Wasnt the dae fer mie.Like i mention on my labels in my previous post.,Sundae has alwaes been a boredom.I didnt reallie felt like how Sundae was supposed to be.But nah.,im sooo like used to it.

Bla bla bla.,gt my housewerk done.,Eat.,Watch tv.,Play comp.,Again Tv.,bla bla bla.,N yup.,wen the clock strikes 0800pm.,i pack my stuffs fer tmr.Haha.Half wae thru.,Syafiq called.Okae.,a surprise.Dats wad he claims.But i duno.(:

I chatted wif him.,here n dere.Done.,hung up.N oh ya.Talkin about phonecalls.,i tried to get thru Adem several times recentlie but hell him.i cldnt.Fuk arse.I noe.,its pathetic tryin tons of times but watever.Haix.Nowadaes.,wenever i looked at my phone.,i wana used them.But unfortunately.,I dun reallie noe hu to contact to.Haix.Things changed recentlie n i swear it sux.Watever.I shall reallie try to adapt to tha new changes..

Anw ppl.,please be noted tht i'll be cancellin' my free incoming soon aite.?Haha.Oh well.,Bro jus slam his door.I guess he's mad wif sumthg n i swear i duno wad it is about.Maybe due to me.,usin the comp late at nite.Guess i'll better get goin.Haha.Nites homies.I love the world.!BYE.!I'll post tmr.(:

.SUNDAY.150707.

*One of the Pic tht i edit usin Photoshop.Cool ey.?(:
Saturdae was a boredom.
I was supposed to be in skul wif Fiqah ysterdae but however.,the plan was cancelled.Haha.Watever.(:
Bla bla bla.,i used tha comp from 1100am till 0700pm.i noe.,WTF rite.?Haha.But i cldnt help it wif editin a few of my pics usin Photoshop.Haha.N it turns out to be beautiful.I like it.I will be uploadin them all in frenster after i done evry single thing aite.?So.,jus go n take a look if u ppl wan to.(:
Bla bla bla.,watch tv.,n it ended at 0900pm.I tried callin Adem several times after tht but unfortunatelie.,i cldnt get thru tho.I wanted to asked him to study wif me tmr.,but yea.,since his prepaid was practicallie low.,N its hard to get thru him.,n yup.,the plan was cancelled.Haix.Bla bla bla.,i was tired of doin nutin.,so yea.,i went to bed n had my dreams done.(:
I wanted to get up later.,but however.,i woke up at 0900am in the mornin juz now.,N it turns out to be Sunday todae.Haix.
Im done wif tha house and kitchen.So yea.,decided to blog instead.Anw.,i'll continnue later aite.?Notin much to post rite now so yea.,BYE.!(:

.FRIDAE.130707.

I didn’t blog last night was due to tha sleepiness I was facin’.I slept from 0830pm till 0600am in tha mornin’.Okae.,I noe.,wtf rite.?Haha.Watever.!(:
Anw.,I had my focus test done 2dae.,n yes.,it was soo suckie.,dat im readie to fail.Both.,Biology n Physics.I did studied for physics.I reallie did.But i fergot evry single thing of it all of tha sudden.WTF rite.?I noe.Haix.Watever.Anw.,Thx Adem.,Amat.,N Santhea fer teachin’ me.Haha.I appreciate it tho’.Maybe we shld studie 2gether.,often ey.?(:
Bla bla bla.,Lessons was as usual.Except tht erm.,tha last 3 periods.,I realize.,we didn’t studied at all.Haha.I was concentratin’ on my greetin’s card since Class Time till tha end of the dae.N yes.,it turns out to be reallie2 nice.N I like it.!But obviouslie.,mines wldnt be in tha top 2 category cause there are cards thts much more nicer thn mine.But who cares tho’.I like my card.,N I still do.(:
Bla bla bla.,Done wif everythg in skul.,Went home wif Shafiqah.,Syafiq n Dila.Reach home.,I ate again.Haha.Done wif eatin’.,iron kakak shert.,watch tv.,den head to bed.I was awaken by Dila’s loud conversation wif Shahrul at ard 0245am.I tried to head to bed again.,but cldnt.,So yea.,Here I am.,Bloggin.!(:
Anw.,tmr will be tha results fer tha audition.N Oh ya.,im tha co-emcee fer Fiqah.Which is a amazin thing cause.,its my first time.Haha.So ppl.,wish me luck.N i'll be there.,fer the results on tha audition thng tmr wif Fiqah.Lets hope.,our grp.,who contains.,Billy.,Normil.,Samuel n me.,Make it aite.?Haha.N of course.,best of luck to tha rest too.(:N Oh ya.,I had my height n weight taken juz now.,N evrythg maintains tha same.Im happie.!Haha.(:

.WEDNESDAE.110707.

Oral was sucky.Audition fer Singathon.,was even more of the werd.,Suckier.!No offence Normil.,Billy.,n Samuel.,But im juz bein frank.(:
I still feel tht.,we shldnt have sang tha song they pick.N Im tellin’ u.,I dun even have any verse to sing.Oh well.,actuallie I do.,but unfortunatelie.,Samuel conquered the whole of my line.How pathetic.Ughx.!I seriouslie.,wana retake the audition if I ever were to be given a chance.I reallie reallie Do.!I reallie felt tha audition.,was rather sucky.Ughx.Watever.!
Anw.,Lessons was all as per normal.,except tht Mr Pang didn’t came fer Social Studies.N Im telling u.,I was Dead happie.!Haha.N oh ya.,Sharmeen was apparentlie.,absent from skul too.Haha.Biatch her.!
Bla bla bla.,after skul.,dun wana talked bout it.So yup.,Done evythin’.,went home straight.Reach home.,nth much.I talk2 to Dila.,den bathe.,n again.,talk2 n now.,bloggin.Anw.,im kinda slpie rite now.,Im headin fer bed.Nites.!
N oh ya.!Before I fergot.,I dreamt me n Sharmeen went to Jakarta.Oh god.!How amazing.!Seriouslie.!I swear.,it was reallie a sweet dream.!Haha.!(:

.MONDAE.090707.

Time stated 0732pm rite now.
Okae.,i noe.,its like a lil' earlie to blog but hell.,i gt lots of things to do later.So yea.I'll make this post a short n a fast one.Sorrie but u ppl Understand understood dun you.?I thank u fer tht.(:
Anw.,Skul was abit of a hell fer me.Certain part only la.I woke up late 2dae.Okae.,nt only me.,But my whole famz.N i swear.,Evryone was rushin' fer werk n fer skul.We woke up at ard 0706am.My first niece was reallie Late.N dat makes her finallie decided her decision nt to go to skul.I bathe as fast as i cld.Get readie.,N off frm house at ard 0721am.Dila was still get-readie-in' to skul.It was kind of late alrdie larhs fer her.,So i actuallie told her not to go to skul.Okae watever.My pathetic bro in law was reallie rushin' fer werk.Haha.Watever.In so not interested.
Bla bla bla.,Skul was all okae.I guess.Art was a lil' pissed but i still to manage n overcome tha situation.Obviouslie wif the help of my lurvelie frens ard.N i thank them.(:
Bla bla bla.,n it ended at ard 0515pm.Wtf.Im late fer home.So yup.,i quicklie rush home n iron kakak's sherts.Haix.Erm.,oh ya.!I managed to finish tha first half of my ceramics n im reallie2 happie.Haha.!I will be continuein' my werk this weds n thurs.N i reallie hope.,im able to finish them all.!Pray hard.!(:
Anw.,Thx Adem n Lynns fer tryin' to be there fer mie.I reallie appreciate it.Tho' u guys still fails to noe.,wad are the problems tht im facin wif.,but i still thank fer tryin to die2 help me out wif stuffs.I appreciated it.I reallie do.N im sorrie.,if i cant tell u ppl wad izit bout ya.?Hope u both understand.But bear in mind.I love u both still.(:

.SATURDAE.070707.

As usual.,evry saturdae nite.,famz went malaysia.But of course.,except fer me la.Haha.(:
Im done cleanin tha house.Done wif the rooms.N evrythg else la basicallie.Its clean.But it wun be fer long.Cause in here.,my house.,i duno which footsteps the kids n evryone else are followin'.They will eventuallie.,mess the house again.N yup.,the only one cleanin' wld be non thn other.,Me.Haix.Watever.Its only left wif.,2 years n 7 month.Which basicallie.,i wld bear wif it.!Or infact.,i must.!(:
Anw.,nth much happen 2dae.Like alwaes.,evry saturdae mornin'.,i wld used the comp till noon.Then bla bla bla.,clean house.Mess again by those pathetic kids.N yup.,wait fer them to get the hell out of the house n dey did.,at ard 0930pm.Bla bla bla.,i on the comp.,clean tha house.Watch tv.N it was Hip Hop countdown.Haha.Place in number 1 was "impacto".N i oh soo lurve the song.Incase u ppl havent noticed.,it was my previous song in my blog.Haha.(:
Bla bla bla.,Done wif Hip hop Countown.,Again clean house.Done cleanin.,Watch Tv.,Eat n yup.,Rite now.,Bloggin.(:
Im kinda restless rite now.,so i will be headin to bathe n den.,sleep.(:
To Them.,
Im disapointed wif the both of u.Soo disapointed.I trusted u both.So much.Jus soo much.But unfortunatelie.,After i overheard the conversation tht one of u had Last night.,I finallie realise.,tht i had make the biggest mistake of all.The biggest.!N tht was to foolishlie.,trust u both.Rite now.,U both left me.,wif guilt.The feeling of guiltiness is in me.N wen i realise why im havin tht feelin.,its cause i had make the biggest sin of all.N That was.,to not be a responsible person.N i didnt take my responsiblity.,properlie.I regretted.Alot.Damn alot.!N i seriouslie duno wad to do.Ughx.!U both.,are such a disapointment in me.N incase u both havent noticed.,I HATE the both of u.(:

.SATURDAE.070707.

I noe sumthg dat i dun wana noe at all.,Last night.
Im seriouslie.,Ughx.Reallie2 dissapointed.N i seriouslie.,dunno wad to do.I badlie need gawd rite now.I need gawd to tell me wad to do.i need gawd to be by my side rite now.I need gawd's answers to tha situation tht im facin rite now.I reallie need gawd badlie.Even if i have to beg gawd to tha differ.,i wld.I need gawd.!please.!I seriouslie.,Duno wad to do.
Im Dissapointed.,
Im confused.,
Im lost.,
Im Afraid.,
Im Scared.,
Im Worried.,
N i seriouslie.,Duno wad to do.At all.!
UGHX.I hate this.I seriouslie hate dis.Fuk them.Fuk it.!Ughx.Why.?Why.?!Fuk them larhs.!Nabei.!Ughx.

.FRIDAE.060707.

Hey ppl.Okae.I didnt update ysterdae.So wad.?haha.Its me.(:
Bla bla bla.,Watever anw.,i had my maths focus test done jus now.N yes.,i soo soo soo hope.,i'll pass my test.It was easy.,but yet.,difficult.I guess.Haha.Watever.Anw.,Thx Ahmad.,Adem.,Lynno.,Santhea n Joycelyn.,for teachin me maths juz now.If its not fer u ppl.,i dun even tink i wld be able to do my maths.So yea.,Credits goes to u guys still.haha.!I lurve u ppl.!(:
Oh well.,i have to get goin.I'll update later okae.?haha.Bye Ppl.!(:

.WEDNESDAE.050707.

wola.!Washiap ma homies.?Nvrm.,kept tha answers to urself.,cause im not interested.(:

Anw.,guess wad ppl.?wait.,before i moved on.,Carisse n Shafiqah.,Please.,SHUDDUP.!Haha.Dun make me sae stuffs which u 2 ladie.,dun wana hear at all.haha.!(:

Watever.Shuddup.Anw.,2dae.,is my REUNION dae.Okae.,not reallie reunion.,but.,just so called like.,'Reunion Gatherings'.Haha.I had my reunion gatherin' wif Daff n Sharmeen in class 2dae.N i had my reunion gatherin' wif of course.,The 6 done after school.Haha.Oh.,i felt so like last year.

I mean.,sittin wif Daff n Sharmeen fer tha whole dae.,was a total blast.!It was so hillarious.We reallie had lots n lots of stories n laughters bein shared again.N i tell u.,its reallie reallie reallie like last year.The positions in class.,the combined of tables.,the wae we sat.,is exactlie the same like last year.The wae we shared our stories.,the wae we joke.,the wae we make fun of each other.,the wae we played a game.,oh gawd.,its totallie like the year of 2006.N oh.,i still remember.,tht last year.,we actuallie recorded a video clip of us.,N we pretend tht.,we didnt noticed tha recordin was done.Haha.Just like u noe.,so called.,'Candid Video'.N yup.,it was reallie hillarious lookin at how foolish n dump we actuallie behaved in class.Haha.Seriouslie.,it was damn funnie.N yup.,i still remember.,our first 'to get closer' communication'done.In order to tighten our frenship.,we actuallie played a game.A game of who copied down notes tha fastest.Lol.okae i noe.,its a dump game.,but hell it was a fun game fer us.N yea.,tha slowest was of course.,Non thn other lady.,Sharmeen.!haha.Actuallie.,till now also larh.-No offence Sharmeen.Wakaka.But watever it is.,After ages.,2dae.,was the dae.,tht we had our reunion done.N yup.,we did made our dae todae.(:

After skul.,was wif tha 6.It was okae larhs.N i swear.,it was a totallie unplanned gatherin'.Haha.I was actuallie.,supposed to had my time wif Adem.I mean.,to have him teach me maths.Durh.!Okae.,but then.,one by one.,came in.,n gawd.,it was the 6.Haha.The dae wif tha 6 was okae.,tho' some parts does actuallie.,offended me.,N u guys didnt noticed it.,but hell.,it was okae still.Haha.(:

But oh well.,Tht was all left memories now.N i reallie.,dun wana have us reunited again.Lets just all except tha fact.,tht evrythgs over.Shall we ppl.?I mean.,Dafiqa.,I noe.,u missed us.,Jokin' ard wiif u.,n yup.,u missed spendin' our laughters togethr.,our daily craziness spent together.But well.,its over.I mean.,tht was all last year.N tha 6.,i noe.,some of u.,or probablie.,ALL of u.,actuallie wanted to have a reunion done.But nah.Dats not gona happen.-No offence.But i made my decision done.N i shall stick to them.Adem.,Sorrie if i declined ur suggestion of havin a frens talk but.,i jus dun reallie wan memories to be brought out again.No more tears please.N Lynns.Stop countin wad number we are.Haha.I noe.,at times.,i too.,love countin us.,but its over n done.Joyce n Adem.,my ans to ur ques.,On hows my dae was wif tha dices todae.,shall not be answered.Its not tht i dun wan to.,but.U both understan.,dun you.?So please.Its all last year.Or in fact.,the 6.,its all.,Last 3 years.So yea.Drop it.We shldnt refer back the past.Cause it all wun be present animore.

2007.,is tha year.,tht im movin' on wif my own lives.N yup.,the year of me.,cointainin' some new other stuffs n issues to be or to get more concern about.Its not tht im fergettin u ppl.No.N dat will never happen.i mean.,How am i supposed to ferget the ppl hu actuallie make me wad i am rite now.?Its jus soo hard fer me to u noe.,ferget the most memoriable ppl in my life.But the issue now is tht.,i have much more impt person to be n to get concern about.The ppl whom i love alot.But.,If im gone.,u guys still have each other dun you.?So yea.,Help each other out.,N im sorrie.,if i cant be there animore.Trulie i am.But jus so u ppl noe.,dat i still adore u ppl.(:

.TUESDAE.030707.

Its 0140am in the mornin rite now.N yup.,again.,i have not yet fast asleep.Oh well.,im kinda like so used to bein an owl.So yea.Dat explains why.,im still awake.Haha.!(:
Anw.,im just done wif my History.N yes.,im feelin' rather happie.,cause.,u noe.,im done wif history Ppl.!Haha.!But.,Oh well.,i wldnt exactly sae tht im actuallie tht happie.,cause.,hell.,i still gt my Social Studies to be done.Ughx.!Pathetic.N oh gawd.,im like so slpie rite now.N yes.,i can hardlie opened my eyes.Ughx.Watever.!(:
Anw.,Actuallie ppl.,im kinda lazie to post bout wad happen 2dae.Not due to tha slpieness im facin' but the reason bein is simple.Its basicallie cause.,if i were to actuallie post about wad happen 2dae.,it will reallie.,be a lenghty post.N yup.,i reallie mean.,LENGHTY POST.!So yea.Understand.,understood.Aite.? [U noe la wad i mean.]
Anw.,before im off.,i wana thank Shafiqah fer tha lurvelie.,N wunderful burfdae gift.Its reallie.,I swear.,its.,oh gawd.,beautifullie made.N its reallie.,Marvellous larh.!Haha.!i reallie appreciate it.!Thanx alort.!(:
Oh well.,dats all basicallie.So.,Yea.,im off fer Social Studies now.,BYE.!(:

.MONDAE.020707.

Its Like fucking 0126am rite now.,N yes.,I fuckingly.,have not yet fast asleep wen im actually fucking supposed to.Ughx.I kept on thinkin’ bout my fucking N level exams since mornin’.N im seriouslie fucking Worried.Prelims are like.,In a month time.N I have not yet even lay a single fucking nail on any of my fucking books. I have not yet even fucking study.At all.N I tell u.,im Damn fucking worried.DAMN FUCKING WORRIED.Ughx.My schedules fer after skul is getting reallie reallie fucking tight.Mondae.,I have my fucking Ceramics class.Wednesdae.,I gt fucking humalities make up lesson.Thursdae.,I gt maths extra fucking class to attend.N yup.,same old thing.,Every Fucking Fridae.,is the Fucking Focus test.N oh gawd.Maths Focus test is like wad.?This Fucking Fridae.?N I have not yet even revise a fucking bit of it.Gosh.!Im plannin’ to revise fer my maths focus test this comin’ fucking Tuesdae wif Adem they’all.N yup.,the fucking tuesdae actuallie falls on todae.N oh Gawd.Only a few fucking more hours to skul.,N I have not yet even pack my fucking bags.,Iron my fucking cloths.N fucking whatever.I have not yet even done any of my fucking homeworks.N to tink bout it.,I tink I owe teachers.,lots of fucking homeworks.Gawd.N before I fergot.,3rd of August.,is the fucking submission fer My fucking N level Art.All the fucking DB’s.,N the fucking Ceramics.,must be handed in.Wether or not we are fucking done wif it.Ughx.N gawd.its like less thn a month time only.N fuckingly.,My DB 2.,3.,4.,n 5.,I have not yet fucking finish them all.Lets just sae.,I have not even fuckingly started on any them.N my fucking Ceramics.,I have not yet even lay a single fucking nail on it.N oh gawd.!Im So Fucking worried.Please gawd.,Give me a fucking break.!Please.!Ughx.!I need a break.!Oh Fuck it.!im Fucking stress.Wif the fucking tight schedules tht im facin rite now.Do u like even fucking think.,I’ll be able to do my fucking N’s.?Gawd.Ughx.!Watever.Im off to fucking plan my fucking schedules fer now.So yea.BYE.!(:

.SUNDAE.010707.

Fuk Blogger.Ughx.Fuk it.Blogger Sux.But im bloggin still anw.So.,watever.!
I feel like cryin'.But at the same time.,i dun.
Lost.,is the best werd to describe the wae i feel rite now.Im seriouslie Lost.
Left or Right.Front or Back.Up or Down.I duno.To pretend.,or not to.To cry.,or to smile.,I duno.
I need sumone's help.But at the same time.,i dun.Ughx.Im lost.Seriouslie Lost.N i dun like it at all.
[Takes in a deep breathe.,Exhale.,Roll eyes.]-N.,Watever.!
Im okae.Im okae still.am i.?-i hope.
Anw.,i dun feel like bloggin' todae.
Perhaps tmr.-i hope.We shall see.
Watever.im off now.N yup.,im okae still.i guess.(:
BYE.!

.SATURDAE.300607.

Wola.!
I didnt post fer tha past two daes.Was due to tha sleepiness tht i was facin'.N yup.,2 daes straight.,i slept like a pig.Speakin' of pig.,i had my focus test ysterdae.Picture description was a part of it.N yup.,they test us about this picture.,which contain alort of pigs.N i reallie.,went speechless wen i first viewed it.Haha.!
Anw.,2dae nth much.Was another dae of a boredom fer mie.But i was able to survive still.!woke up at ard 0945am.How earlie.?Bla bla bla.,on comp.,chat.,surf net.,watch tv.,clean house.,cook.,eat.,again tv.,used tha telephone.,iron kakak shert.,chit chat heren der wif nieces.,n yup.,clock strikes at 0930pm.
Bla bla bla.,talk on tha phone wif Amalina.,Den nex.,to Lynns.Done evrythg.,Hung up.,N yup.,straight to comp.Online.,Again.,Chat here n dere.Bla bla bla.,decided to blog.N yup.,i guess.,its done.So yea.,im off to frenster now ppl.!So.,Bye.!(:
*Oh ya.!2dae.,is tha last dae.,fer June.!yeayea.!haks.!Bye ppl.!(: