.FRIDAY.301107.

ughx. shafiqah is making me wait and i don't like it at all. yes. she forced me to wait till she's done with her vietnam post. pathetic right? i know. and to think of how my bed had actually been calling me quite a number of times, i swear i want to sleep! lols. wait. thats not all. you people want to know whats the best part is? its fucking 0545am right now! subuh pon dah lepas! lols. dahla. i better ask shafiqah to speed up now. else she'll dilly dally take her own sweet time. (:

.THURSDAY.291107.

wolla!

haha. okay. im like so effing bored right now and i swear, there's nothing interesting to do in this house. other than getting my butt sat infront of my computer of course. lols. yup. computer is the solution to all my boredom. (:

anyway, kakak is like in changi airport right now and she's leaving back for belgium in like a few minutes time. okay, so i didn't send her off to changi airport. well, reason being was simple. kakak said that she doesn't want us all to be soo overly emotional. so ya, she didn't allowed us to send her and asked us all to just stay put at home instead. bitchy right? hais. i swear, im fuckingly going to miss her like crazy. i mean, she will only back in two years time. 365 days a year times two is like what? 730 days? long right? hais. i wonder when's the next time we will be meeting. wait. i don't even know if there's a next time. lols. what the hell am i crapping about? haha. whatever azhar! (:

oh well. whatever it is, have a safe flight kakak!. lots of loves. (:

.THURSDAY.291107.

last night, the whole lot of family went out to east coast and had our feet paddled continuously on bicycles. yes, we cycled last night. together with shahrul. lols.

shahrul was supposed to follow us to jb afterwards but however, that pathetic bastard's passport expires a month back. wait. thats not all. the most pathetic part was that my brother in law drove us all to his house just to get his passport and only finds out that his passport expires later. and he didn't even knew that it expires a month back. stupid kan? lols.

anyway, we drop shahrul off at jurong and went to jb afterwards. as usual, overnight at cousin's house and only buzz off from there at 1130am just now. blablabla, wash car, breakfast, bought a few groceries and went home straight. reach home, nothing much, here i am blogging. lols.

anyway, the big day was postpone to 10th december 2007. hais. its okay. i'll keep on praying to you, god.(:

.WEDNESDAY.281107.

tomorrow, or specifically later, is the big day. 28th november 2007. the date where all my family members have been waiting for. the day of doom. yes. im scared. we all are.

dear god,

"i know, i am not the best of what you have always want your people to be. and i know, that i always have this bad habit of only turning up to you when i need you the most. *sigh. i know its wrong. totally wrong. but please. im begging you with all my heart and soul. please. listen to my prayers. please. hais. tomorrow's the big day for us. i know, my sisters did something that they are not suppose to. and its totally a wrong thing. a big sin. and i know, big sin deserve to be punish. for better or for worst. but im begging you. please god. please. even if they deserve to get punish, please give the slightest punishment able to my two sisters will you? please. im begging you. please. i cant bear to see us get separated. i can't bear to lose them. please. i love my sisters. i love them. i value them. i value them more than how i value diomands and golds. please! i swear, after what happen on that particular day, i dare to turn up to you and say that they have learn their lessons. and that they won't do it again. trust me god. trust me. so please. be with us tomorrow. be with my sisters. they need you right now. they want you. so please. help them. help them, is all im asking for. just help them and be with them. please god. please."

im off. hais.

.TUESDAY.271107.

i had a conversation done with my second sister just only and i swear, im having this super duper strong feeling that my siblings is going to have a super big misunderstanding with each other very soon. yes. i have this strange feeling that our relationship, is going to be in an unstable condition preety preety preety soon. oh god. i pray to you, and im begging you, to not make our relationship, into any worst. please. even if it does, please please please, don't make it into a super tremendous disaster. please. i pray to you. please! listen to my prayers! and i really. REALLY thank you for that if you do. (:

and to you,

go get a life for god damn sake! who do you think we are? a pile of thrash where you just dump us off and walk away? oh please. give me a break! we are definately NOT what you think we are like. you may crap around, saying all kinds of stuffs like we are unnecessarily in need in your life or whatoever else the shit is. and that there are others that is worth treasuring for.

well hello?! who cares? by all means! please! go ahead! please! make your words alive! cause in case you haven't notice, we dont care. and we seriously don't give a bloody shit about it. your sentences meant nothing to us. not even a tiny bit. and it also doesn't give any huge impact on us. so please, get a fucking life! and stop being emotional! *roll eyes*. whatever.
and oh. before i forgot, i don't entertain cowards who used people to get words posted to me. cause i totally abhor that kind of human beings. you got a problem with me? come and say it to my face! bloody bitch! (:

.MONDAY.261107.

okayy..

i don't know why, but i really want to own a laptop for my own. yup. i want them badly! i really want them! get for me someone? please? preferrable a VAIO laptop alright? lols. okay. im nuts. but whatever. im getting a laptop for myself and yes, i will. it doesn't really matters if it is going to take a loongg time for me to own one because i don't really care. patience is virtue. thats what we always say. so ya. lets wait patiently alright azhar?

you will get a laptop someday. somehow. (:

.SUNDAY.251107.

the dishes that santhea and her mum cooked. thanks alot to the both of you. (:

-the ice cream cake.

-sexy lynno. i flash this by the way. haha.

okay. so we people, as in santhea, joycelyn, lynno, sharmeen and me had a conference started before 1200am. yup, we planned to surprise the birthday boy. lols. so yup, he called at 1200am,

and i started singing immediately.

"(me)- and all my life..

i pray for someone like you..

and i think of that i.,

that i've finally found you-

i feel wonderful, because i see

the love that light in your eyes.

and the wonder of it all

is that you just don't realize..

how much

(me, lynno, santhea, sharmeen, joycelyn)-

we love you...

(me)-we..really do.."

and we shouted "happy birthday adem faichal!" together. lols. it was super sweet lah sey. seriously. it really was. lols. oh well, thats what happens on the phone.

Just now, at 0200pm, another surprise for him at santhea's house. haha! suha was with us too by the way. lol. santhea bought an ice-cream cake for him and it touches adem's heart to the max. right adem? lols. everything was superb! the dishes, the fun, the laughthers and oh! just everything lah! lols.

pictures was flashen alot.

above are just a few of them. (:

and oh! happy birtday once again bestfriend. (:

love you my homie. (:

.SATURDAY.241107.

muhd adem faichal's 16th birthday will be like in a few minutes time and i've plan on what to do for him at 1200am later. hehe. (:

anyway. house cleaniness was all done by yours truly, me today, and i swear, it was super tiring. seriously. haha! well, i was damn bored and that explains on why i was super extra hardworking today. yup. oh wait. actually, i have always been one. lols. whatever. (:

anyway, im planning to get on a diet soon. lol. yes, i know. am i like serious or what? but hey. seriously, i do. i mean, i've been thinking lately about how my lifestyle is like and to think about it, till when am i going to stay fat? i don't want to be fat for the rest of my life do i? definately a big no right? i mean who wants? lols. so yup, im planning to start this shit soon but however, the only thing that is stopping me from doing so right now is where am i suppose to start? lols. its okay. i'll think of it soon. somehow. (:

oh wells, got to wish adem soon. so ya, take care. (:

.FRIDAY.231107.

i went out on a date with muhd adem faichal just now. lols.
oh well, he asked me to accompany him to town. and since i got nothing better to do at home, i said yes. (: the purpose of us heading to town was to return his nametag to his work place. he's not working in takashimaya anymore by the way. don't ask me why cause i don't know. but whatever it is, he's not a work-a-holic freak anymore. lets rest assure on that.- thats what he claims la. lols. we went home quite early. since he's heading out to jb afterwards, so ya. reached home at around 0800pm. (:

dila had went off for her 4 days 3 nights camp already. so ya, im like soo bored right now and i don't really know what to do. maybe i'll catch on some movies for now. so ya, update soon. (:

.THURSDAY.221107.

trust me. my brother-in-law(above) is super funny but yet, LAME. lols. (:
i just came home from bugis with siblings and i swear, im fucking tired. the outing was okay. though i accidentally slept quite a number of times while sitting in the mrt, on benches, starbucks, swensons but hell, the trip was still managable. lols. (:

i didn't slept last night was due to the long conversation that i had with sharmeen on the phone. yes, its a lllooonnnggg conversation. we hung up at around 0510am and due to the not being able to sleep condition afterwards, i didn't slept the whole night. i got a little hardworking and clean the whole house instead. lols. i used the computer afterwards and straight away get change at 1130am. (:

and thats where all the fun begins. lols. i felt restless halfway but heck. i don't give a damn about it. lols. blablabla, we travelled to lots of places and i swear, my feet hurts halfway. (:

the trip was fine. and everything ended at 0930pm. which then also tells us that home was next for us. lols. so ya, farewell to all and hugs and kisses was done to them and oh! i love my siblings. (:

pictures was flashen alot. so ya, view them all above okay? gtg. cheers! (: