.FRIDAY.261007.

I was skimming through my blog when i realize that i have not been blogging properly lately. Heheh. Sorry readers. i went out too much lately and been too tired to blog about what happen. So ya. Mind me. (:

Anyway, the plan to cousins house today was again, postpone till tomorrow. Or specifically, later la. So cousins, please be home and awaits for our arrival alright? (:

We will be wearing white colour clothing, together with our new lenses and pose around with our new dyed colour hair tomorrow. So watch out for the new us alrighty? lol. okay im crap. whatever. Picture must be flashen alot tomorrow and i can't wait to blog and show to you lovely readers how we look like. Chey. Seriously. Im typing like as if im going to be a real superstar tomorrow. Lol. shut up azhar.(:

But all in all, i just can't wait for tomorrow. heheh.(:

Anyway, i was bathing halfway when i realise that the sunburn on my skins has started peeling off by itself. Oh god. I really want to look good on my vietnam trip. I mean, With the peeling both on my face and body, how the fuck am i going to look good? lol. oh god. please shut me up. I've been talking like as if im seriously, going to look good after today. What crap i know. lol.

Oh wells, im bored la actually. So that explains on why i've been talking crap. lol. guess i'll be heading off now. take care people. Updates soon. Cheers! (:

.THURSDAY.251007.

4 days. WOW. lol. I shall begin.

On monday, i went back to school and had a briefing regarding vietnam trip. Im going and i sooooo can't wait at all! lol. The briefing lasted for at least 1 hour and after that, went home, get change, and meet the loves at 4pm. As usual, Shafiqah, Shafina, Zaimah and Fique would arrived first. Me? don't asked. I really can't help it if i always have to be waited. So ya. (:

Bugis was where we went. They shop and shop and shop except for me. I didn't had the mood was due to the insufficient amount i was facing. Wait. First and for most, i didn't even knew that we would be heading to Bugis to shop. The plan was to doubyghout and accompany fina for her job interview. And i didn't knew how we all actually ended up in Bugis. Hais. After everything, i met up with Dafiqa and asked her to accompanny me to get myself a contact lens. I bought cool green and i like it! VERY MUCH. Haha! (:

Tuesday, SENTOSA! lol.

Met up with loves at 1030am. somewhere there. As usual, the late one to meet up will always be yours truly, ME. So ya. heheh. (:

I've been craving the place since the last time we went. Reach there, get change, and BUSSHH! the sea! lol. Eveything went okay when suddenly, *OUCH. Theres this stupid sea creatures that stung us over and over again. So we got up and play on land instead. We played dog and bone, rugby, dance, making video clips, and blablabla. I got sunburn after swimming and im telling you, it hurts alot! DAMN ALOT! lol.

At 4pm, went off and pack our stuffs. We went Vivo to have our lunch and rooftop was afterwards. Pictures was flashen alot and i still have yet to grab it from Fiqah. After everything, we call it a day! And oh! i wore my new contact lens! Hehe. (:

Got home, told kakak every single thing, and i got to know that the stupid sea creature was all the small crabs. Pathetic. I saw lots of them while walking with Dafiqa at sentosa. Haha.(:

Wednesday, Went out with kakak and all.

Dila bought herself a new contact lens. The colour was, somesort like yellowish-brown. I couldn't really remember what was the colour la. So ya. Heheh. (:

Oh oh! Kakak gave me $250 for Vietnam trip. How cool is that? lol. But i told her to keep first untill saturday for me. ((: Reach home, nothing much. Watch vcds. 3 of them i mean! lol. Watch till 0600am and off to bed.(:

Thursday,

Nothng much. Was suppose to went out and raya at cousin house. But Dila was tired. So ya, watch tv, and here i am blogging. Updates soon alright?!

AND OOOOOHHH OHH! 3 MORE DAYS TO VIETNAAAAMMM!!! I CCCAANNN'T WWAITT!

*Pictures will be upload soon. (:

.SUNDAY.211007.

Cca open house was yesterday and its finally over! haha! (:

Im going out with Lynns, Adem, and Sharmeen to jalan raya later. Maybe with sister too.

We're planning to go to variety of places, which i DOUBT that time would not be a problem to us cause the timing that we're suppose to meet is at 0215pm. The venue is located at Adem's house. And that explains on who's house is going to be the first. hehe.(:

We're clearing the houses in jurong first, and followed with the houses in jurong west. The houses thats out of jurong would be the last. Perharps la. heheh.

Nevermind that.

Tomorrow, im going out with Adem to get myself a contact lens. 23rd, outing to sentosa with loves. 24th, outing to cousins house. 27th, shopping. And 28th, VIETNAM! haha. I soo can't wait people! lols. And oh oh! mdm ong told us that we don't have to pay $300 for the vietnam trip. The school will settle with money issues. How cool is that?! haha. Now i will be having more money to shop in vietnam! heheh!(:

Oh wells, guess i'll better be going for now. Updates soon. Cheers! (:

.FRIDAY.191007.

-The longest row of tables in class.

I just came home from Jb and the trip to there was super mundane. Really. How i wish i would had spend my day with the loves instead. haix. nevermind. its over anyway. (:

Tomorrow, or specifically, later, i will be having another cca open house meeting with the usuals and oh! i have not yet even started on the stuffs that im supposed to do. Which is to create a super humongous cheque for the prize winners. Have i mention that im supposed to create THREE humongous cheque? ughx. So many things to do. So little time given. How i wish time is not a problem for me.

Anyway, im planning to get myself a contact lens. A grey one maybe. Or maybe green. Okay, so it doesn't look natural but who cares anyway? i mean, i prefer people looking at me and say im wearing contact lens rather than people came up to me and say i have natural eyes and later, when they get to know the truth, its fake. Which is embarrasing. (:

The outing with a group of friends to jalan raya is on the 21st and the date, clash with the outing with the other groups of friends. Im like having a headache right now on which to choose. Im just afraid the other party would feel dissapointed if i won't be able to make it with them. 2 choices. and only 1 decision. ugh. Nevermind that.

Vietnam trip is next sunday and oh! i sooo can't wait. i've been planning on what to get for both my family and friends. Theres alot of stuffs to buy and i really hope the time consumption won't be a problem. Hehe. Oh wells, whatever it is, i just can't wait.(:

.TUESDAY.161007.

I went out to extend my passport today. And oh i forgot to inform you people that i went out ALONE! Pathetic bastards and bitches won't accompany me. Fuck them.

Blablabla, i activated my free incoming and i talked to dafiqa for hours till im done with my extention. They extended for the next five years. how long is that?! lol.

Done everything, i went home and get ready for school. Received sms from shafiqah saying that the venue to meet in school is changed to macdonald at jp. So yea, i changed back to the clothes that i wore and off to jp.

Reached jp, all of them including miss sunarti was there. So yea, we planned, and planned and planned for the cca open house till 0630pm. Done planning, Ms sunarti went off and left with us. We walked around jp before heading home.

I reached home and cleaned the house. A few minutes later, kak ila and family came. So yea. talked talked talked, chitchat here and there, and off, they're home. I slept afterwards. Woke up, and here i am blogging.

.MONDAY.151007.

Okay, Since everyone in his house has started schooling and working, guess i'll be starting my intensive blogging back again. Heheh. I haven't been blogging for the the past few days was due to the jalan raya we, the whole family had. So ya, understand understood alright? (:

2nd day of raya, we went out altogether and head on to atok's house and followed by abang dede's sister. Atok was okay i guess. He seems heartbroken by some of his kids who haven't came to visit them still. Poor him. Abang dede's sister's house was okay. We watched "wujud" and it last for like, an hour plus. The story was rubbish if you were to asked me but sis got a lil' frightened. So yea, i don't know. heheh.(:

Done watching, home was the next stop for us. Heheh.(:

3rd day or raya, we went to 5 houses. First was cik ros. And i met an old friend of mine over there. Siti Hasa was the name. (: 2nd was Cik ila. And she hug me after years of not meeting. She was in tears and im telling you, im touched. (: 3rd was Cik Lin. She was okay. Like always, she would talk and talk and talk. lol. 4th was Uncle Adek. and last was kak ila. After so long i nearly cant recognize her children. haha. All grew so big and grew naughtier then before. Haha.

Blablabla, next was home for us. (:

.SATURDAY.131007.

First Day of Raya was a blast. I enjoyed myself very much. (:

I start of the day by going to the mosque and pray. Okay, so me and my brother in law went together. Haha. But it was okay though. Really! (:

Done prayers, went home, change, and we seek for forgiveness. Brother in law start off first with Nyayi. Then followed by Kakak, kak yan, me, and dila. Okay so tears went down. What do you expect? Kakak was too emotional. Heheh.

Done everything, off to bro's mum's house and followed by his relative and i swear, I don't even know any of them. Okay maybe one or two but not all.(:

Pictures was taken. View them above! (:

.WEDNESDAY.101007.

I went to IKEA with Sister Yesterday. We bought ourselves a supposed-to-be-dining table but hell bro shifted it to the hall instead. The hall looks better though. Heheh.

Anyway, i didn't blog last night was due to the migrane that i was facing. Hell it was super painful! THE MIGRANE WAS A TORTURE I TELL YOU! really! It felt like as if you're going to die. But actually not la. Only the feeling got a little bit like that. Hehe.

I woke up at 0135pm just now and straight away on the comp. The plan to wake up early was suppose to be cleaning the hall and dining room but its okay. Everything can wait! Hehe. And oh oh! 2 more days to the end of fasting month and Raya is Next! I soooo can't wait! AT ALL! haha! (:

Oh well, guess i'll be cleaning the house now. We will be shifting a few furnitures here and there and throw the useless ones out of the house too. Tomorrow, Bro Dede and Shahrul will be coming to help out with the painting of the house. I'll be helping out a lil' too la actually. Hehe.

And my room will be a new-azharmirzan-paradise soon. Hehe.

but all in all, lets rest assure, that my house, will be an EXTREME MAKEOVER! hehe!

Cheers! (:

.TUESDAY.091007.

The plan to ikea was cancelled. I woke up 0600pm. Can you believe that?! Okay. Whatever. Sis was pissed. Though she didn't really show it but hell, i know my sister very well. Sorry Sis.(:

I woke up and called adem afterwards. After adem was Sharmeen and followed by Shafiqah. Hehe. We chat and chat and chat till 0645pm. Hung up, i get ready for break fast. I ate nasi bryani and oh! I've been craving it since, i don't know when. Haha.(:

Done evrything, bathe, watch hikmah 3, and here i am blogging.(:

Anyway, 4 days to hari raya eve. And oh! i can't wait at all.(:

.MONDAY.081007.

Oh Oh! Im so contented today! Very contented i mean! Haha. Lots of stuffs happens today and everything really made my day.

I didn't slept the whole saturday night. What the hell? i know. lol

I cleaned every single dirt that i can find in the kitchen and im telling you, its really a torture. I have to scrub variety of places, dig out every corner of each cabinet, wash the referigirator. Clean the window, blablabla and it really tired me out. I end everything at around 0700am.

And Oh OH! My cat, gave birth 3 kittens! Well, supposingly 4, but she ate 1 away, and left 3. Haha! And each and everyone of them are oh-so-cute! lol.(:

I didn't slept afterwards cause at 12pm, we're going out to geylang and if i were to sleep, i won't be awake forever*. lols. okay kidding. But i won't be awake till night. lol. So ya, i used the comp, surf net, till 11am, i get ready and at around 2pm, we headed of to town first.((:

I got myself a $195 Ecco shoes and i swear! its so beautiful la sey! i like it alot! I really do! hehe. A few minutes later, bro asked if i want to get myself a puma watch. Of course i said Yes and i got it for $75( after 50% discount). Cool right? i know. hehe.

At around 0730pm, our family met up with bro dede and shahrul. We walk around geylang and me and shahrul got the same type and the same colour raya costume. Well, bro dede is suppose to get the same type too but however, the size that he wanted was out-of-stock! lols.

We shop and shop and shop till 1130pm. Done everything, farewell to shahrul and off to home. hehe!

Reach home, nothing much. We unpacked our stuffs, clean the house, chit chat here and there till 0345am. And guess what? i asked my sister if im able to go to vietnam, and she said, YES! Wohoo! Im so happy people! And i can't wait! haha! ((:

Anyway, its 0411am right now, and im off to sahur. tomorrow morning, i'll be heading to ikea and for god damn sake! I have not sleep since Saturday night! Hell, i better get going now. So bye!(:

.SATURDAY.061007.

Okay. So the trip to town to change my sandals was a dull. The size that i wanted was out of stock. So i change from sandals to slippers instead. I didn't like it though but hell i need them badly. im running out of slippers you see. So i ain't got a choice. (:

After Town, went to meet up with loves. Ema, Fiqah, Fique. And watch movie at Vivo City. The title was, erm. im not too sure. haha. The movie was hillarious anyway. It almost made me laugh my ass out! Haha. (:

After movies, rooftop was next and we camwhored. Haha. It was fun. Really. (: After everything, decided to head home. I was with Ema all the way. We talked, and talked, and talked. And i so love, talking to her! haha. Reach interchange, farewell to everyone, and went home straight. Reach home, online, blogging! haha.

Anyway. I want to head for a bathe right now, so yea, updates soon alright? bye!(:

*oh oh! i can transfer my pics from phone to comp already! hehe! HAPPY! ((:

.FRIDAY.051007.

Okay. im like fully in dress and waiting for kakak's call and together, we're heading to town to change my sandals. its 0252pm right now and im meeting the loves as in Fiqah, Zaimah and Fique at 0500pm later. Kakak still haven't call and im guessing the plan is cancelled. Or maybe not. i don't know. we'll see how.

Anyway, i haven't discuss with kakak about the vietnam trip yet. Yes, i know, when the hell am i gonna talk to her right? well, i don't seem to find the right time yet. i mean, i don't know, she kept on complaining about money over and over again. And it holds me back whenever i wanted to start the ball rolling. its kind of irritating you know.

Never mind. i shall. later. and i mean, later! haha.

*Oh oh! kakak call already. i gtg. take care. update soon. (:

.FRIDAY.051007.

Okay. Guess what? Never mind. I'll tell. (:
N level is officially OVER! haha. Its sooo over! And im like so happy about it. I mean, come to think of it. No more rushing. No more Studying. No more stress. And its only party, Party, PARTY! Wohoo! Oh god. Im so happy! Theres lots of stuffs i've been looking forward to lately. Especially Sentosa. Theres no harm to not go to sentosa, but the only thing thats blocking us all from heading there right now is you know, Fasting. Hais. Its okay. It will end. soon. VERY SOON. and i can't wait! AT ALL! haha!

5 October (which is later), movie outing with the freaks. Ema, Fiqah and Fique. A trip to geylang will be soon. Before 12 october la basically. Haha. Hari Raya will be on 13th and i so cant wait! 20th will be cca open house. 23, outing to sentosa with loves. 28, Vietnam trip. prom night will be held 15th November i guess. And theres lots more stuffs thats waiting for me! god! i cant wait for everything! Really! haha.

Anyway, i guess i'll be talking to sis regarding vietnam trip later. Was supposed to talk yesterday but hell i don't know how to start the conversation. I've been practicing how to talk over and over again just now and i hope, i wont cockup later. *cross fingers*. Wish me luck. I'll update soon. Bye.(:

.THURSDAY.041007.

4th october, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! May you be bless with your lovely childrens, grand kids, Mother, families, us! I'll will always pray for your safetiness and have a wonderful and lovely life ahead. YOU WILL! I love you.(:
Few hours to Last paper. History. Oh god. I havent study yet. Shit i know. I will. Soon. After this. (:

I forgot to blog regarding the vietnam trip that i maybe, will be going with Fiqah, Shafina, Zaimah, Syafiq, Sec 3s, and of course, a few teachers at the end of this month. I have to pay a total sum of $400 edusave, and $300 to school. Thats alot. I know. Thats why im still, considering regarding this matter. I'll discuss with sis about the money issues very soon and im hoping, that money won't be a problem for us. For me infact. heheh.(:

I really want to go. The previous overseas trip i had was to thailand. The cost that i had to pay for the thailand trip, wasn't that bad. $100 edusave, and $160 to school. But this time round, its double the price. And oh god, i really hope, money wont be a problem.

Never mind. I'll discuss with sis. Later. Haha. Nights! im off for bed.(:

.WEDNESDAY.031007.

I just came home from pioneer mall macd. Been studying there for quite sometimes and i swear, studying over there, throughout the nights, had really paid me off.(:
I overnight at Sharmeen's place last night. Together with Dafiqa of course. We did our Art and im really satisfied with my art work. Really. It was really super beautiful and that i couldn't resist of not looking it every now and then. For the first time, im proud of my art piece. Of course i wouldn't be able to do it without the help of the most greatest painter in the world -Sharmeen's Mother.(:

I have yet to thank her for her help. She's really, the greatest painter in the world i've ever met. Thanks to her, my art turns out to be a master piece! Haha. The overnight at her house, and not sleeping the whole day, is really worth it.

I was super high nervous when i first started my art. I was too afraid that i wasn't able to make it. But slowly, everything wnet on smoothly. It was really, super beautiful. A few invigilators came up to me and said mine was nice. Not forgetting a few friend of mine too. Haha. For once, i was proud of my art work.(:

Anyway, after Maths paper 2, i went home straight and snores like a pig after changing my clothes. Woke up two hours later and a few minutes afterwards, break fast. (:

After everything, was supposed to meet Zaimah, Shafiqah, and Syafiq at 8pm but hell, i was late. Sorry people. Won't happen again-no promises.(:

Met them, eat ice kachang, and went to pioneer mall straight afterwards. Met Dafiqa on the way and yes, we studied together.

Everything ended at 1130pm. Reach home, here i am, blogging.(:

.MONDAY.011007.

I really cant help it to not blog about how i feel towards N's. Really. I mean, to think of how bad i have actually done for N's, im still thinking whether or not ITE is the suitable place for my standard of studying. I know, im don't suit to be in any of the ITE schools that ever exist in the whole Singapore. Not even one am i deserve to be fitted in. But hell, the grades im predicting to get, won't be as good as what i have always achieved. I feel like as if, Im doing way worst than prelims and way worst than mid year. I feel like as if im in the normal technical standard. Way worst maybe. I don't know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Especially my mum. She's been hoping for at least one of her kids to enter to Poly. But none seems to be able to get in. Not even one seems to be able to fit in. Im really hoping, that i could make her proud. Im hoping that i could make her feel proud of me and make her feels happy about it. But hell, with the standard im having for N's. I don't know, if i even would be able to make it. I don't know if im able to enter to sec 5. I don't know if im able to see my friends again and be with where they're at. I don't know if im entering ITE. I don't know if im able to get into Poly. I don't even know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Im hoping i won't. Im hoping everything would be fine. Im hoping for a miracles. Please do happen. Make them happen. Please! Hais. ITs over. If i were to end up in ITE, I., Nevermind. We'll see how. Lets pray for miracles. Let's really pray. (:

.MONDAY.011007.

Oh god. I got super nervous while doing N level Maths paper 1 just now. Damn nervous. I kept on reading and repeating the whole sentence over and over again and again and i swear, i wasn't able to understand still. It really pissed me off and i kept on biting my finger very hard, even though im fasting. I scratched my head hardly and was sweating like one fuck like as if the sun was directly a few centimetres away from me. The last 15 mins, i had my prayers done, and i kept on thinking how selfish i am to only pray when i really need it the most. It's so wrong. I know.

Done prayers, i still got lots more question to catch up on. I cool myself down for 5 minutes and continued after that.

Left only 5 minutes and i then realise the paper was damn easy. I was rushing all the way till the bell rung. I wasn't able to finish 9 whole question. What the fuck. i know. Ughx. Pathetic. I hate feeling nervous. I hate feeling restless. I hate sweating. And i hate fasting and having exams at the same time. I cant drink water when i need them the most. And I cant concentrate. I just cant. Ughx!

Whatever it is right now, im only hoping for miracle. Dear god, miracles do happen don't they? They do happen right? Please, Will you let my papers pass with flying colours? Will you? I really need below than 10 points. Really! So please, im begging you, make miracles happen. Please! Hais. (:

I have to help sis with cooking right now. Later after break fast, im studying with Adem they all. At 8 or 9, im with Shafiqah, Dafiqa, Sharmeen and Syafiq. Be home before 12am. I still got lots to study. I haven't start on my history. Nor have i started on science. My art? Dont ask. I have lots of things to do. But so little time given. Ughx. You know, N level is really giving me the pressure. And i swear, i don't like it. AT ALL.

Whatever it is, im hoping for miracles. Bye people.(:

*oh ya. I've found my folder and my pictures. The old pictures i mean. New one still under maintanence. I cant seem to transfer any new pictures to the comp yet. But i will. Soon. Bye.(: