.SATURDAY.230808.

Pay Day was yesterday. (:

Anyhoo, lake park with dafiqa and radiah last night was a blast. every minute spend was loved. the lake, moon, tress, scenaries are all the most beautiful things that god could ever create. serious shit. i mean, there is no denial on the very fact on how much i love nature. for one thing in life, peaceful moments are always with the nature habitat. listen to how nature talks and you'll have your peace. (:

blablabla, i came home at 0510am last night. hanyut i know. but whatever

.SUNDAY.170808.

i know this gonna sound stupid or whatsoever you fellars might have in mind but hell i seriously don't realise that im actually seventeen. okay. not that i don't realise that im already seventeen. only thing is that, im seventeen already? damn. and the taste of being sweet seventeen has still got to be taste. i mean. i got to party. i got to drink. nightlife. just everything! everything has got to be cleared thistime, at this age. don't you think so? haha. okay. i don't want to make it sound like as though im eighteen already, but come on. seventeen people. haha. whatever.
anyhoo. after 6 months of not heading off to malaysia, last night singgah selalu dinner was uber fun! and mind you, i got myself 2 sampoerna and 1 marlboro hardpack. (:

.SATURDAY.160808.

pardon me for the long absence. i swear i don't really know what the hell have i been all busy about but hey, on a lighter note, im blogging. (: i didn't attend to work yesterday, not because im lazy or whatsoever thought you had in mind. but i missed my bus transport. yes. pathetic i know. and hell, which sbs transit would accept a 40 cents (i know im pathetic) bus ride to tuas avenue 2? seriously. unless of course if im a student still but hey, im a young adult ohkayyy! haha. and the only reason i could think of for not attending to work is, 'oh angeline, im facing with some family matters issues'. yes. stupid reason, but hell she believes. (;
anyhoo, i met up with adem, joycelyn, santhea and dafiqa soon after 1245am and head off to the coffeeshop located near the new mrt railway track. lunch was rojak and joyce, many thanks for the treat. met up with alex soon after joyce, santhea and dafiqa left for focus test and yup, you guys know what happens when adem and alex met up. i shall not say. :

lakeside park was with dafiqa at night and hell, i'd said this before, i shall say this again. damn!!!! i love the lake, the moon, the stars, the breeze, the nature views of all trees and grass, crickets, ants, bats. oh! all of them! serious shit. ask me whats nature. and my answer is them. i mean, there, is where i really had a moments of my time. peace. (:
pack up at around 1145pm and head to kakak boon lay power nasi lemak. RAD LAR SEY was there too. crap, bitch, shit, blablabla and reach home at around 4am. (:

.SUNDAY.100808.

okay. im broke. damn fucking broke. im left with 10 dollars in my pocket and hell how am i going to survive with only 10 dollars for the next 2 weeks? serious shit.

look. if you think im like those kind of human beings who thinks that shopping has always been a big hell of a hobby, you're wrong. i don't do those shop-to-shop shopping. nor do i have any interest in spending my money like water on stuffs which i don't need. though of course, i do have a few things in mind which i have always wanted in life. things like PSP, new phone, laptop, blablabla, but hell, those can be wait. seriously.
the only wonders that goes around my mind, questioning my own self now is, what excatly did i do with my money? how on earth am i able to finish $500 withing 2 weeks? serious issue isn't it? ughx. i swear i need dicipline. a very tight one indeed. what's more with hari raya around the corner. i need to start my own saving soon. very soon. prft.

oh wells. whatever. im off to bed now. cause if i woke up late tomorrow, my last red note will fly to the taxi driver. sigh.

.SUNDAY.180808.

have it ever strikes in your mind on who the hell invented calenders? or to be much much more specific, the days they created? 7 days a week. prft. look. im totally okay with the seven days a week thingy. but what i have never been happy about is the way how weekdays and weekends are created. 5 days of hell and 2 days of heaven. you people would definately agree on my sayings if i were to say, 2 days of heaven is definately not enough to fulfill your heaven moments. am i not right? i mean, try to think of it. imagine if your 5 days of work or school has never been great. always hell here and there without fail. and when weekends strikes, you only have one day to enjoy, which is saturday and the next day to prepare for hell again. prft. like pathetic isn't it? sheeesh!
national day celebration was a boredom. tv was my only entertainment and hell i got to say, suria is getting much much more boring these days. APM was crap. super fucking crap. sooo many awards given. and i think almost half of the artist won at least a trophy or two. stupid. like totally. categories are reapeted over and over again. best male artist award. best female artist award. oh hell, i heard them reapeating the categories over and over again. prft. might as well give the award to every single artist that was present there right? whoever the organizers are, they're just plain dump. prft.
okay. stop complaining. i'll better be off to bed cause it raining heavily outside.
cheers! (:

.SATURDAY.090808.

Be strong darling. Be strong. No more tears okay? Her time is up. Her peace for her has long been waited. So don't cry anymore okay? Call me if you have the time. i've been worried sick thinking about you these pass few days. Stay strong darling. Stay strong. I'm sure your prayers for her would help her have her peace. Insyallah. take care darling. Much Loves.

.FRIDAY.080808.

i know. i promised. but janji melayu tak terkabul. lols.
but on the lighter note, im blogging. (:
work was uber fine. i've been given full junk of stuffs lately and hell i got to say, paper works and stuffs is really not my kind of thing. i mean, to rush everything up only to finish the task given on time before off work really hurts my my fingers, my brain and whatever organs that has got to do with work. picking up phonecalls has never been my favourite. for one thing, i've been receiving lots and lots of feedbacks from customers lately, and having to listen to their ramblings really burns my ear. just like yesterday, there's this local customer called and complaint tons and tons of stuffs.
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me: Soonsteel international. Good afternoon.
her: can i know who's on the line?
me: Azhar speaking. What can i help you with?

her: Well azhar, i just want to ask. why is it soo hard for your company to quote for us only one item when we called you people? i mean, it wouldn't hurt having to spent only a few minutes to quote on one item right? and yet your company kept on asking me and my collegues to fax and email when telephone is much much more easier. it has always been like this.

me: okay. no. listen. our compa-
her: no. it has always been like this you know. where can like this? we're your customer and i think all customer deserves the right to get a proper and a better service than this. everytime without fail, whenever me or any of my working collegue ask you people to quote one item, you people always asked us to faxed or emailed to them. i really think you should bring this up to your manager and tell them about our feedbacks. i mean, why can't angeline (my collegue) just help us with one item? is it so hard? or even patrick or oxy or wendy? can't they quote for us?
me: no. you listen. as much as me, or any of my other working collegue like patrick or oxy or even wendy wants to help in serving your needs, we're strictly bound to do so. the only person who's able to help you now is angeline, which is our manager. but unfortunately, she have tons and tons of stuffs to clear on you see. i understand your situation. but you also have to undestand our situation in order to have a fruitful ties in future. but i can transfer you to our director if you're not happy with what we're doing now. is that okay with you?
her: no. its okay. i think talking to you would be enough. you might want to bring this up to the management or something. seriously. i think that should be it. now i have my say, thanks for listening.
me: okay. we sincerely apologise for any inconvenience. thank you and have a nice day.
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so i hung up, ignore the ramblings, and didn't brought this up to the management. i think putting a deaf ear should be enough right? afterall, i still got tons of work to get done and having to entertain this kind of customer when its not my fault at all is really wasting my time. lols.
oh wells. whatever the shit is, having to experience this kind of matters really content me. for the more complaints i get, the better i know about SOONSteel International.
cheers! (:

.TUESDAY.050808.

I was blog-hopping when i came accross to one's blog. very vain, bitchy and hell, quite hypathetic too. i have never came across to any blog where one actually confessed of them being one hell of a singaporean bitch. prft. but regardless of everything, his updates really impress me to the extend. serious shit. i got stuck for almost an hour reading all his entries and stuffs and i got to say, male bitch, bitched more than what female bitch does. im just saying. haha. (:

anyhoo, schools been fine lately. only bad is that modules for this terms really bores me to death. i swear i have to ask nana or haiyu for super mint sweets only to kept me awake from having my eyelids shut. prft. i have never like mint sweets. maybe mentos mint but hell, fisherman, hacks, clorets and whatever has got mint on them has never been my favourite. Note: NEVER! and leading to no choice but having to have your tongue sticking out like a dog due to the mint-ness ONLY not to let you sleep really shucks. seriously. prft. whatever.

oh oh! whats interesting in class a few hours ago was that we have had our short ridiculous nickname assigned. sounds pathetic though but hell i had countless 'ha-ha' laughters whenever tuesday strikes. lols. nana was called 'Teh(puteh)' only cause she contains the lightest skin among us. 'Tot(Ketot)' for haiyu for she's the shortest, note: SHORTEST among all. 'Dut(Kudut)' for elly, 'Ram(Rambut)' for insyirah due to her never-ending-newhairstyle and 'Keli(Keliru) for Kasha. I don't even know why they got that for her. lols. as for me, i suggested to be called 'Berg' but oh well, many was in denial. So I was given 'Bes(Besar)' only cause im the biggest among them. prft! damn pathetic i know.

Oh wells, work tomorrow. im off to bed now. cheers! (:

.SUNDAY.030808.

Okay, im sorry if i haven't been blogging often but hell, my schedules, kinda tight you see. so, understand understood. lols. but whatever the circumstances is, lets rest assure, that i'll be starting my daily routine of blogging back again soon. (:

anyway, I went out to somewhere with radiah yesterday and hell it was a blast. being out with radiah has always been heaven. even though at times she's a pain the ass but oh hell, sahabat sehati sejiwa la kater kan. ape ape pon okay. lols. so radiah, every tuesday and saturday eyy?! haha. don't forget babe. and yes, don't be LATE! (:

.SUNDAY.030808.

The trip the opposite ceneileisure with shafiqah was awesome. Our ex drama instuctors, G and Yan holds onto this 'youth drama club' where different schools wth different people and different talent were asked to combined and have their very own youth drama club. this organization took place roughly a few months back and already had their first 2 hours performance opposite ceneileisure. damn fast right? i mean, 6 months practice and already performing their 2 hours show. i was already like, wow~. haha.

anyway, to my surprise, shafiqah look gorgeous that day. well, it's not everyday she looked preety you know. but that day was candylicious. the supposing time to met up was at 1230pm. but blablabla. we went off from interchange by cab at around 0140pm and reach at around, 0205pm. correct me if im wrong shafiqah but we were 5 mins late right? lols. we were already freaking nervous the moment we alighted from the cab. i mean, having to see G and Yan again after sooo long really, you know, nervous lah! we saw G from far and already like, 'omg, im soo nervous'.G didn't really look surprise with our presence. short conversation like 'how are you?, things like that and blablabla was done. i was really expecting more of the 'hi' reaction from him. seriously. but hell whatever.





we took our seats and concentrate the 2 hours show like as though we were watching a movie in cinema. the skit was good. a few of the actors and actresses was two thumbs up. but of course, if we were the ones acting, it would have been 4 thumbs up instead of two. cheyyy! haha.blablabla, after the show, saw yan from far and she was like, " ehhh! shafiqah!! " and whoosh! she came and gave a warm hug to her. then only me. prftt. lols. talk for awhile and asked to join them after Os.

blablabla, after everything, we went to far east just to have fried mars bars and fries. finger licking good i should say. haha. we talked, crap around like no one business. every minute spend with shafiqah deary was loved. especially after not meeting for quite sometime. right shafiqah? hehehehhee.
oh wells, a day to be treasured. we should head out more often soon alright honey?
cheers! (:

.FRIDAY.010808.

23rd July 2008!
Fadilah Diana 16th Surprise Birthday Party was a Super Blast One!
Speacial thanks to the event organizer, azhar mirzan & rad lar sey! wahhaha!
I met up with radiah on the 15th thinking ONLY to slack around under the void deck located near lynno's house when the thought of having BBQ pit beside my block strikes my mind. i know it sounds lame or whatever the crap is but hell i swear, that day was damn fucking blast!
regular met up and calls with radiah was done alot. seriously. and my prepaid? don't ask! prft.
exactly 1 day before gorgeous sister birthday, me, radiah, dafiqa, adem and elly met up only to head for sheng shiong to get the BBQ materials and all. money was spend like water i should say. if i remember clearly, i spend around a hundred plus only to get those BBQ materials. prft. but oh wells, despite everything, the surprise birthday party was a super super super blast one indeed. (:

I know pictures can't be seen clearly but hell if i should name those who attend then that shall not be a problem. special thanks to babe and friends, sharil, faiz and ipin(if i got the name correctly) for having all of your faces appeared in this mini surprise birthday party. (:

Of course, not forgetting elly and shafiq. im more than impress how you, dear elly, can come still despite your long hell moments at work. and shafiq, only to skip work for this. much much much appreciated! thanks you guys.

Family, kak nico, kak yan, abg dede, and fellow nieces. of course, without you family, the celebration is incomplete! haha. (:

And my homie, sharmeen. thanks a billion babe. without you, there's no damn! haha. but seriously. despite your complainson the very fact, why on earth does this celebration has to be on weekdays, you still make it though. you are, one hell of a friend. (:

Shahrul, for having to rush down from school just to keep the BBQ fire lit up. lols. thanks dude. you ARE the man with long legs! haha.

Adem, to ensure that everything was well organized. thanks mate. you're the best! a friend that i could keep trust with and depend on. you are really something. (:



Ahmad, thanks for the finger licing, sucking good cake. was it double chocolate? i guess. haha. whatever the name was. it was marvelous! and lynno, a friend in need is a friend indeed. thanks babe. (:
Radiah, of course! i can't do this without you. the event organizer. tak sia2 jer kiter masok office course eh rad? lols. thanks babe. every drip of a sweat was worth it. a successfull event i should say. haha.



THE KAKI GEREKS! haha. everyone attend. thanks(:and of course, Nysa, Faz, Iqa, Azfar, Nas and whoever name was not mentioned, many many thanks!

Sister Darling, i hope your luxurious 16th Surprise birthday party was at heart to keep. i had to lie a few thousand and one word, only to let you not know anything and have a surprise which you eventually had at the end of the day. and i swear, zipping up my lips and not letting you know anything, is the hardest thing to do. cause you, dearest sister, kept on complaining, crying, getting mad over which you think that we had no plans for your big day when we actually had. but still, despite your irritants, i still sealed my lips tight, so as not to ruin the surprise we had for you.
Happy 16th Birthday sister. Hope you had fun. (:

*I'll upload the video clips we recorded soon okay? cheers. (: