,TUESDAY.270508.

computer breakdown.
fuck; i know. prft. i won't be blogging much for now.
but just to summarise up the birthday outing i had with bff a few days back; it was splendid.
sheesha was damn gorgeous! (:

.FRIDAY.230508.

exactly a year ago, 23rd may 2007, was the day where mrs choo announce the official close down of drama inc. AND the official opening of drama's birthday. so since today's 23rd may 2008,
here i am , taking the best opportunity, wishing the drama inc, a happy 1th birthday. may you rest in peace and not be disturb by that irritating choir's. take care and we miss you damn fucking much.
right shafiqah? lols.

.THURSDAY.220508.

tremendous mistakes was done at work and hell i got to admit, if there's anyone who's much much more stupid-er than stupid, that would be me. seriously. never to double check the things i've done in work is seriously the stupidest thing that i could ever did. especially when im dealing with a huge lump of money, not double checking my work is the most ridiculous thing to do. prft!

and to add fuel to the flame, i finish $250.00 just like that!

double the prft!

.WEDNESDAY.210508.

i worked overtime, AGAIN. prft! this is really becoming a habit i should say. and hell, i don't like it. not even a tiny bit of it i enjoy. i mean, what's so fun about having to overtime like almost everyday in your life? what's so fun about having to be the only one sitting in the office? seriously. it only gives you the creep and this stupidity thinking that you're just being plain dump having to worked overtime. especially when your company is being such an total idiot. prft.

but oh wells, on a lighter note, my salary will be in tomorrow baby! haha.

now let's partyyyy! lols.

okay aku crap! (:

.TUESDAY.200508.

i had a wonderful late night sleep last night and hell i got to admit; it was freaking awesome. the pillow i lay my head on last night was super comfortable. the blanket i covered myself with yesterday was oh-so-wow. the late-night-breeze that was entering my room from the outside window was damn. the cannot-see-anything-scenary gives the feeling that you're not afraid to even close your eyes, cause apparently, you can't see anything.
i close my eyes and began to think of all the good obstacles that could ever happened to me. all of the good old moments that i could ever think of.

soon enough, i began to dream. tons of scenaries pictured in my dream. many well-known faces appeared and i got to admit, it was heaven. so damn heaven that you wouldn't even want to spend a single minute being disturbed by anyone, or even anything.
just then, when everything was about to be soo damn beautiful.
"abang! hurry, wake up!! its 0730am!"
oh fuck! i was late for school. cb! prft.

.MONDAY.200508.

defination of broke? equivalent to no money.

so how do people actually survive in life without cash? how are they able to survive in life without money? do they eat? do they drink? they don't right? even if they do, where they hell do they get cash from? where the hell do they get their food and drinks from? heaven? sky? okay. that is so impossible. though i know at times people do wish it would be that way but hell we are talking about the impossible around here. so that's it. how do human-beings actually survive without cash? i die die want to know.

cause tomorrow, im off to school with not even a single cent on my hand. prft!

.SUNDAY.180508.

Sentosa was a blast.

well, at least that's what i think. haha. pictures won't be up cause i have yet to gather all the pictures that was flashen both from sharmeen and lynno's camera. but i guess, even if i have had all those pictures, i won't be having the hyper feeling to blog about the sentosa outing by then. so yup. i'll blog those pictures still, but not everything on one shot. maybe one picture on one post. haha.

for now, im off. good night. (:

.SATURDAY.170508.

i was blog-hopping last night when i came to realise that every blog i went contains the word 'exams'. every blog i went, regardless of whether they're from jwss, or yuan ching or whatsoever, are all emphasizing on this particular word; exams. not only that. the best part is, every disclaimer of the blog also mentioned on the fact that exams is a total goner. prft.

and now, i began to wonder. will my first ever examination in ite be a goner too? would i be posting and blogging about how im not going ace well for my examinations? i don't know. the marks i obtained for the recent test papers i took wasn't that good. and i got to admit, the drastic difference compared to the earlier papers i took is really scaring me to death. seriously.

sigh.

.FRIDAY.160508.

attention human-beings.

if you were to ever came across reading an article mentioning on the fact that "a young handsome teenager who's 16years of age, dies while working in the office", please don't be surprise. for that's me flashing out in the article that you're reading.

i end my work at 1030pm just now. yes. 1030pm. ALONE! like what the hell i know. prft. whatever to that.

right now; im dying for sentosa, im missing bowling; and my craves for cycling is getting higher than before.

.THURSDAY.150508.

sleepy + tired + bad cough + bad flu + feeling hypathetically sick = inhuman.

it's preety amazing how im able to survive still despite all the regular late night sleepings, the super duber bad cough which then leads to my throat, having to gathered all the yellow flames all by itself and leads me, with no choice but to forced myself to swallow all the yellow flames, tons of times due to the not-being-able-to-spit-anywhere thing. (Yikes!). plus; the flu which makes me feel like as though im victim who suffers from a bird flu disease.

AND what's more interesting is that, im banned from taking mc's tomorrow and have to work overtime instead.

prrrfttt!

.THURSDAY.150508.

exams is in two weeks time and hell im not prepared. im nervous; im worried; im scared; and im afraid. yes. i know. it's only the mid year exam(or do they even call it that way). so why the hell must i get sooo paranoid about right? prft. well. i tell you why. cause in case you haven't noticed; this will be my very first time having to place my butt, sitting on that hot chair, located in ite clementi.

now tell me, why shouldn't i get worried again? prft.

.WEDNESDAY.140508.

after school, elly and me went to meet up with ms ng and demand a blue appeal form from her when she surprise us all of the sudden mentioning on the fact that we are free from the debar list.

me: huh? why never kena debar? i thought last week i got kena debar?

ms ng: no. why? you want to kena debar arh?

me: no la. but how come like all of the sudden?

ms ng: nevermind. no need to asked. go home. it's okay. everything settle already.

me: no la. but like so surprise.

ms ng: nevermind. everything okay already. why? you want to kena debar arh? i can log into my system now and strike your name off from sitting for the examition you know. you want arh? come come i give you the blue form to fill in.

me: *interupt* cher; you talked to much. byeee! (:

so that was the conversation i had with ms ng regarding the debar thingy. it's preety amazing how we're able to solve one problem without even breaking a sweat for it. don't you think so? if only all problems are solve without us involving anything, i swear i'll be the most happiest guy to live on earth! lols.

- okay crap.

.MONDAY.120508.

you haven't lost me.

not now. not forever.

so please; stop pocking such words that is unlikely to be seen.

for i can't bear to to lose my bestfriend yet.

take care.

we'll end this soon. (:

.SUNDAY.110508.

okay. aku sedang berada dalam situasi yang sugguh emosi. hatiku ini sungguh mendalami. kini; aku pasrah dengan segala benda yang sedang berlaku sekeliling aku ini. terutama lagi, dengan kerja yang aku harus pergi besok! kanasai!

im begging. please. i don't want to head for work tomorrow. if there's any possibility for me to skip work tomorrow; please, let me know. please. ):

im crying. for real. prft.

im off. bye.

.SUNDAY.110508.

"i may not be there for you physically. but mentally and emotionally, i am always there for you." - quoted by mummy.

though im never there for you like how i always used to, i still want you to know that i too, emotionally and mentally am always there for you.

Happy Mothers Day to you.

take care. i love you. (:

.SUNDAY.110508.

okay. while everyone is going to have their butt bigger than before tommorrow, i'll be working and spending my ass sitting on that stupid computer chair tomorrow; having my fingers scribbling and typing on that stupid papers and keyboards tomorrow; having my mouth spitting out words to customers tomorrow; having my ears listening to all the nonsenticals ramblings from my cliques tomorrow and of course; having to drag my feet to work TOMORROW! prft. how fair is life exactly?

no. im not complaining. im only comparing. thats it. PRFT.

im off.

.SATURDAY.100508.

OUTING FOR
FRIDAY; 090508.

I know i have been producing this habit of not-blogging-often-thing-lately and hell my deepest apology on that. seriously. shagged is the word that describe me best recently and i got to admit, having to sleep early everyday the moment i reached home is oh-so-heaven! lol. no. im not being a pig. but i think its preety fair for me to sleep as early as 8 cause long hours at work=long hours of sleeping. so, its fair right?(:
anyway, friday evening outing with bff was a super blast one. loved the talks, the games, the confessions, and everything else. catching was super sickening one cause i realise that i actually twisted my knee while i was running and avoiding to be catched by joycelyn. prft. whatever to that.
confession was nice. well at least thats what i think; cause i don't have to ulter a single word in the conversation. *smiling. yup. i didnt have to confess anything. at all. well. don't blamed me for not wanting to talked. blamed them for talking wayy toooooo much. HAHAH. ((:
but oh wells, nevertheless; the day spend was loved. (:
and oh, have i mentioned that i was hurt at some period of time? yes. i was. lol. but lets not talked about it alright?
for now, much much cheers! (:

.WEDNESDAY.070508.

i work overtime again today and i swear. im damn shagged.

i'll blog tomorrow alright? for now, im off.

and oh! adem, ahmad, lynno, santhea, joycelynn, sharmeen and dafiqa,

i seriously don't know if the trip to my house on friday night is on.

i'll reconfirm by tomorrow okay?

now cheers! (:

.WEDNESDAY.070508.

okay, what im going to say next is really going to shock the whole world like hell. of course, whats more with me being declared as a good boy. the thing im going to mentioned next, is really unexpectable. haha.

okay here goes.

i, azhar mirzan bin jailani, of class OT located in ITE Clementi, have been debar from sitting for my examinations this coming june. prft. i know. what the fish! kns! cb! all sort of vulgarities, you name them. i myself can't explained how shock i was when the news was released yesterday during lesson. and it all happen due to me escaping ONLY for the first lesson which falls on 15th of april. yes. only 1 out of 3 lesson and i've been debar from sitting for that particular paper. kns. my ite is really a shit.

attendace for traineeship pupils (which is us) shall not be below than 95%. for those who didn't attend to school shall produced an MC immediately or 75% will be strike off from that 100% attendance the next day. tak ke macam sial? if 25% (which is 3 hours per lesson) being strike off due to not being able to produced any mc, then how many minutes exactly is 5%? think about it. shitty isn't it? prft.

oh wells. an appeal form is coming next week and i need you people to pray hard for me alright?

cheers! (:

.TUESDAY.060508.

For the very first time in my life; i had to stayed and work overtime last night.
i swear; having to be the only one standing in the office really gives the creep. whats more with the pantry room light, reception area light, toilet lights are all being switched off. damn creepy la sey! haha.
i went off by bus at 0815pm and met up with ali, adem, joyce and santhea right after work. nothing fun to blog about last night except to the very fact that lynno is angry for not being invited and ahmad is even angrier for not inviting lynno! LMAO!
cheers. (:

.MONDAY.050508.

now as promised,
Here are the meeting with the Dices together with Dafiqa! (:

So that's about it.
They're the ones who brighten up my lives. They're the ones whom i started my chapters with in my seconday school life. and they're the one who showed me the true defination of bestfriends. no denial on the very fact on how much i love my bestfriends more than how i love myself best; cause they fill the rows of my friends complete! haha. and i swear; i'll jump off from the 2nd story if i were to ever lose a friend like them. though i know i won't die and only fractured a few parts of my body but oh wells, i still will injured myself won't i? haha! see how much i love you guys?! lols.
oh wells, promised me to always be by my side alright bestfriends? i love you people. the best. (: