to be honest, i am very particular with the junk foods that im stuffing up into my mouth ever since i lost like nearly up to 30kg. junk food like chocolates, ice cream, tibits are strictly forbidden and that i can only enter them into me once in awhile. carbohydrates are rarely touch-able cause if for instance, i dont do any exercising, that carbohydrate would then turned into fats. apart from rice, things i rarely eat are also foods that produce fats such as, chicken, beef, all those fried fingers licking. and when i say fried fingers licking, i mean nuggets, fried chicken, french fries and all. so if for instance, you were to ask me, what do i usually eat? i would say, sandwich. sandwich for one day and thats that. plain water are majorly being swallowed cause when it made my tummy bloated, looking at the big tummy, i then dont feel like eating even though it kills when hunger strikes.
but to think about it again, whats the point? really. whats the major point im trying to prove exactly? starve myself to death? turn anorexic? ugh. i dont know. not being able to stuff your favorites into your mouth is not gonna make a person happy. not at all. and since im feeling a little bit heartbroken and all due to something that the world should'nt know, i've decided for tomorrow would be azhar's fattening day! note: (tomorrow only.) im gonnna junk what i craved for after so long. chocolates, ice cream, finger food, you name it. all will be in my tummy. afterall, eat if it makes you happy. righhhtt? haha.
cheers. goodnight.
