it has been a while since.
the sudden urge-to-blog feeling is back. and im guessing it wont be long cause apparently, i've been mentioning on the facts about blogging back over and over again but somehow, my words always contradicts with my actions. of course, if you have been a regular visitor, you would've noticed how contradicting i am so. but im guessing my blog is dead and that no one literally bothers to visit anymore. ahaha.
i used to remember those silly days where i had to blog like almost everyday in life - only because i knew my bestfriends would blog-hop to mine and that they'll tag before they leave. and that little things back then somehow gives a huge impact on me cause i do know how important i was to them in life. i mean, come to think of it in reality. you do love it when someone do actually visits your blog don't you? it symbolize that someone do wanna know how you've been doing in life, or how your life had been and all. especially when your bestfriend visits yours. and and i do believe, that little feeling of wanting-to-blog everyday happens - only because you know people do still bothers about how you're doing and all. ahaha.
but im guessing things change now. cause my bestfriends, apparently, they have some other important stuffs to deal with in life. like probably work, or school or even worse, new bestfriends - hows that? haha. nah, im not saying they've totally forgotten about me. don't get the wrong picture. im just saying for im less important now as to compared with how important i was to them before. and its okay. cause i truly understand how human nature is like in life. less meet up equals to less bonding. and less bonding equals to less important. fact isn't it? haha.
but its okay. less visits equals to more privacy given. of course you can switch your blog to private but hell whats the point exactly? i mean, if only you can read them, then how lonely can your life gets again? lol. one good reason why i dont set blogs to private. (:
oh well, class ending soon. im guessing the next time i'll blog would probably be arounddd.... i don't know. ahaha. i'll blog when i feel like blogging okay? lol.
cheers. (:
