there are alot of things which i wish to rant out but havent got any chance of doing so recently due to the not-so-sure where to rant out situation until i realise that i do actually have a blog. yea i totally forgotten about it. damn me. prft.
anyway, things hasnt been fine lately for god damn knows what reason. ive been feeling alot more lonelier ever since i broke up with khai and i dont like it. yes, another relationship failure. screw me up already right? sigh. i initiate the broke up and felt guilty about it until i realised he's actually enjoying life, partying almost all weekend long. yea. people change in time to come but didnt know it would take within such a short period of time. and to think about how he took the broke up period real fast, im guessing i should too right? yea, that was what my friends told me to. we broke up on the 27th jan and he's already enjoying life right now. to be honest, im perfectly fine with khai having a hell of his time and all. but what still bothers me was the fact that he is in contact with my ex before him, raihan. and to think about how i used to share alot of stuffs with regards to how i detest him; seeing him contacting raihan is just not right for me. im not saying that raihan is a bad person cause afterall, he really makes a good friend but come to think about it, we used to feel the same way towards raihan. and now you're already friends with him? what the hell.
and and apart from that, khai used to cry alot about us being on the rock. seriously. all day long was tears and tears and tears. but within less than two weeks, he's already having a new affair. yes, a new affair. like zomg! that is just not right. not right at all. i mean, come to think of how you used to say about how anyone wouldnt be able to replace my place and now you're having an affair? somebody please slam me already! prftt. and now im thinking if the tears he brought out for me were crocodile tears. sigh. nevermind.
im guessing i should admit here that yes, im jealous. im jealous and extremely disappointed.
