Saturday, June 16, 2007

I Miss dem.i reallie do.The feelings fer them.,started to grow again.The tears i had.,the laughters we shared.Tha daily craziness we spent.,are all bein' missed.Sumtimes.,i wunder.,am i like even duin the right thing.,or am i makin' a big mistake.?
I closed my eyes.,imaginin' us.,used to sae.,'We.,are alwaes.,2gether.,as 1.' N tht i still remembered.,theres this picture tht i created [above].,and theres this caption.,i created.,sayin.,'it'll be a wasted to ferget all we've gone thru.,together.,as 1'.I tot.,we.,are the people.,hu meant our werds.,hu meant our senteces.,n tht watever we sae.,is watever we.,will basicallie do.But wad i thought.,was wrong.Wen i opened my eyes.,i realise.,tht we are the people.,hu didnt meant our werds.,nor do we meant our sentences.N its preety amazing.,tht we.,cn get over wif it.,wif jus a snap of a finger.I mean.,More to me.,hu can get over wif it.,wif a snap of a finger.
Come to think of it.It has been more thn 3 years.More than 3.,whole entire years.,N tht.,within those years.,We did evrythg 2gether.EVERYTHG.!We laughed 2gether.,Cried together.,Joke around 2gether.,spent our krazi moments 2gether.,Spent our tyme 2gether.,N that wherever we go.,N wadever we do.,we do it all 2gether.ALTOGETHER.,as 1.We are like.,a rose.,which cant bloom beautifullie.,without its petals.,Or even a man.,hu cant lose a piece of himself.I nearlie wanted to be in tears.,wen i saw.,the video clip.,u ppl showed me.,durin my burfdae.,at ahmad's hse.N tht we alwaes.,n i mean.,ALWAES sing tha song.,"WE GO TOGETHER".N tht we wld dance to tha song.,and at the end.,had a great laughed out of it.
But tht was all.,WAY BACK DEN.Ryte now.,we've torn apart.Eveythg tht we had.,are all broken like a shattered glass.What we are ryte now.,is from a fresh apple.,turnin into.,a rotten apple.Itz kinda hurt.,to flash back the past.It does hurts alort.,Esp.,knowin'.,tht we.,will nvr be.,as 1 again.N dat even if we were to be together again.,it hurts to see.,all of us.,changed.,wif a blink of an eye.N fer we noe.,tht it wun be the same again.It will not.
I noe.,u ppl.,mite think.,tht im makin.,the foolished mistake.Or even a wrong decision.N dat.,yea.,we shldnt have end it.We shldnt.But its too late to regret now.I had enuf of evrythg.I reallie do.Im tired of makin us stickin' 2gether all by myself.Im tired of us not tryin' to understand each other.N tht im tired of sacarstism especiallie.Oh well.,Basicallie.,im tired of evrthin'.Im sorrie.,fer wad i've done.i trullie am.,sorrie.
But ryte now.,fer we noe.,its finallie over.Its reallie over.N tht.,we.,have to better move on wif solvin' our own issues by our own hand.,More to i have to solve my own issues.,on my own hand.But what's important now.,is tht.,im happie.,wif wad we are ryte now.Tho' i still miss evrthg.,but im just happie to see u ppl.,have finallie moved on.,Have gotten evrythg over wif it.,n Have found ur own happie endin'.N yes.,i.,myself.,am feeling happie wif wad im surrounded or wif who.,i surrounded wif ryte now.Im glad.,tht i've found wad i've needed.,n wad i've alwaes wanted.It does hurts me to see the wae we're ryte now.,but at the same tyme.,it does.,put a smile on my face.Cause evryone.,hav finallie.,gotten evrythg over wif it.(:
But fer we noe.,Tht memories.,we had shared altogether as one.,Shall be remembered.,N never shall it be forgetton or erased in each n evry1's heart.I miss u ppl.,But at the same tyme.,im happie wif wad we're ryte now.(:
Most Importantlie.,We shall never ferget the memories.,of the 'DICES'.(:
WITH LOVE.,
AZHAR MIRZAN B.JAILANI.
[.DICE NUMBER 3.]