tomorrow, or specifically later, is the big day. 28th november 2007. the date where all my family members have been waiting for. the day of doom. yes. im scared. we all are.
dear god,
"i know, i am not the best of what you have always want your people to be. and i know, that i always have this bad habit of only turning up to you when i need you the most. *sigh. i know its wrong. totally wrong. but please. im begging you with all my heart and soul. please. listen to my prayers. please. hais. tomorrow's the big day for us. i know, my sisters did something that they are not suppose to. and its totally a wrong thing. a big sin. and i know, big sin deserve to be punish. for better or for worst. but im begging you. please god. please. even if they deserve to get punish, please give the slightest punishment able to my two sisters will you? please. im begging you. please. i cant bear to see us get separated. i can't bear to lose them. please. i love my sisters. i love them. i value them. i value them more than how i value diomands and golds. please! i swear, after what happen on that particular day, i dare to turn up to you and say that they have learn their lessons. and that they won't do it again. trust me god. trust me. so please. be with us tomorrow. be with my sisters. they need you right now. they want you. so please. help them. help them, is all im asking for. just help them and be with them. please god. please."
im off. hais.
