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im in an indecisive state. yes. i don't know where to go nor do i know what to do. i don't know to retain, or to persue my studies in ite. many have been encouraging me to retain. people like my 1st sister, dafiqa, adem, my aunts and especially shafiqah. yes. she have been there for me lately and i thank you for that shafiqah! seriously. her suggestions for me is to retain. her pestering somehow succeed in having my thoughts of retaining but not 100% fully. so ya. im still considering.

and at the same time, many is encouraging me to proceed my studies in ite. people like my younger sister, shahrul, adem, my cousins, syafiq and also radiah. they claimed that ite is not a bad place afterall and that the new syllabus for sec 4NA would be much more difficult if i choose to retain. so ya. im having a super-hard time right now thinking on where should i continue my studies at.

sigh. i seriously don't know what to do.