just when everything was about to went well at work yesterday when i got scolding AGAIN for the very last 15 minutes. kns. and mind you, this time, the scoldings was much more publicise than before.
i really don't want to work. seriously. but quitting the job is totally a not allowed thingy. reasons are simple. i've sign bonding with the company for 1 year, and if i quit, it simply means that i have to pay a total sum of 1k or more to them. whats more with my education that'll stop halfway. sigh.
to endure for another 10 months plus is really a difficult thing to do. i really can't endure no more. being humiliate infront of people is really embarrassing. crying tears of blood is hurting me more and more. now tell me. what am i suppose to do? sigh.
beach at night. anyone? please?
