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you know. its really funny to think of how stupid i am to be the only one who bothers to pick up the phone and ring a call to them and not them returning that same favour to me. seriously. i really feel like a total ass. i mean come on, whats with me making the fullest effort to know about how they're doing and all when they don't even bother to spend at least 5 minutes asking how im actually doing at work and stuffs. with the kind of movements im making right now, it really feels like as though im desperate for them. though i know they won't and never will think that way but sometimes, in what state we are now speaks for everything. i don't need sympahthy. and im not asking much. just a care and concern towards me would be more than happy already.

sigh. whatever. this is so random.

im done here.