i've been living in this world without my friends around me that much for 4 months. so what would ever happen if 4 years were to come ahead of me? will i not be contacting with them anymore? will i not be having them around me anymore? i seriously don't know. people always go, saying on the fact that you can dream on whatever happens ahead of you right now. but you can never predict on whatever is coming ahead of you later. i really don't know. i don't want to lose anyone of my friends. not now, not forever. but im already feeling the lost from each and everyone of them. not all in one shot but one by one. yes, one by one. and soon, the petals on my rose will gone empty. sigh.
