I’m confused; I’m stress; and I don't know what to do.
If anyone of you still thinks that I’m a little bit overreacting about the working issue, then I’m afraid for you people are wrong. I really couldn’t control my emotional feelings after which what had happened on Saturday night. The feeling of wanting to shout, scream, cry, and all negative feelings is all in me.
I really don't understand why is it that I’m always ended up with facing shits. Seriously. Of all human beings standing on the earth; why me? What is it that I’ve done so wrong to deserve such obstacle? What is it have I done so wrong for I have to accept this setbacks? It ever happened once, and I don’t like a single bit of what happened before. So why is it I have to face the same old shit again? Ugh. No. I’m not good. I’m stressed, confused, and I really don’t know what to do. I know; life is always full of setbacks after setbacks. But if the setbacks I’m going to face will somehow ruin my future, then I don’t want to live. I mean what’s the point anyway? prft. I really want to cry tears of blood.
Oh god, I’m praying for there’s a reason behind whatever obstacles that I’m facing with right now.
If anyone of you still thinks that I’m a little bit overreacting about the working issue, then I’m afraid for you people are wrong. I really couldn’t control my emotional feelings after which what had happened on Saturday night. The feeling of wanting to shout, scream, cry, and all negative feelings is all in me.
I really don't understand why is it that I’m always ended up with facing shits. Seriously. Of all human beings standing on the earth; why me? What is it that I’ve done so wrong to deserve such obstacle? What is it have I done so wrong for I have to accept this setbacks? It ever happened once, and I don’t like a single bit of what happened before. So why is it I have to face the same old shit again? Ugh. No. I’m not good. I’m stressed, confused, and I really don’t know what to do. I know; life is always full of setbacks after setbacks. But if the setbacks I’m going to face will somehow ruin my future, then I don’t want to live. I mean what’s the point anyway? prft. I really want to cry tears of blood.
Oh god, I’m praying for there’s a reason behind whatever obstacles that I’m facing with right now.
