weekends has been such a kill. if i'm not at home, doing nothing but rotting to death, then i'll be at boon lay power, working either being as a cashier, server, or a cooker. prft. life has been such a bore lately. i mean, i never get to spend at least a single minute hanging out with my friends during the weekends. and hell at this age, that is what us teenagers do most in life these days.
oh boy, do i miss my friends truckloads. sigh.
phase test are like around the corner and i'm soo not ready for them. damn. it really amazed me how majority of my classmates are able to adapt physics real quickly and i don't. seriously. this suck big time. i mean, i want to be in that standard where i can answer to every questions that are being flashed out in mr goh's powerpoint slides. i want to be the one who ables to finish the assignments given even before majority does. and if wires and stuffs are being place directly infront of me, i want to be the one who can connect every cable to the right end. but i can't. and i really don't know why. maybe. just maybe. i never like physics before. thats why. maybe i can never like physics even if i try to like them. that is exactly why. ugh.
hell. im prepare to fail my papers badly.
