school is in the matter of hours and yet im still up with my lappy on. prft. i know, it explains everything on why am i always late for school. haha. whatever.
anyhoo, life have been such a bore lately due to not-being-able-to-hang-out-with-family-and-friends situation. not that im happy with the schedules that im facing with now. i mean, come to think of it. when i was in my secondary school days, i have always been those happy with everything i have in life. seriously. im like those other boys who got nothing to worry about. lets say for instance, if my friends asked me out and stuffs, i can always slot my time for them in between my schedules. never were busy. but good things always come to an end. weekdays now are spend schooling. weekends are spend working. and when i say weekends, i meant friday, saturday and sunday. like what the hell i know. earlier on, i was asked to be tagged along to the library with my friends. but invitation had to be turned down majorly only because im working. i know, i shouldn't have gone to work and all. but i can't. i need money for my transportation fares. i need money for my school expenses. and i need money for my own expenses too. i can't possibily rely on my families forever can i? i need to learn to be independent. prft.
life is such a torture.
im off. goodnight.
