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I really cant help it to not blog about how i feel towards N's. Really. I mean, to think of how bad i have actually done for N's, im still thinking whether or not ITE is the suitable place for my standard of studying. I know, im don't suit to be in any of the ITE schools that ever exist in the whole Singapore. Not even one am i deserve to be fitted in. But hell, the grades im predicting to get, won't be as good as what i have always achieved. I feel like as if, Im doing way worst than prelims and way worst than mid year. I feel like as if im in the normal technical standard. Way worst maybe. I don't know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Especially my mum. She's been hoping for at least one of her kids to enter to Poly. But none seems to be able to get in. Not even one seems to be able to fit in. Im really hoping, that i could make her proud. Im hoping that i could make her feel proud of me and make her feels happy about it. But hell, with the standard im having for N's. I don't know, if i even would be able to make it. I don't know if im able to enter to sec 5. I don't know if im able to see my friends again and be with where they're at. I don't know if im entering ITE. I don't know if im able to get into Poly. I don't even know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Im hoping i won't. Im hoping everything would be fine. Im hoping for a miracles. Please do happen. Make them happen. Please! Hais. ITs over. If i were to end up in ITE, I., Nevermind. We'll see how. Lets pray for miracles. Let's really pray. (:
I really cant help it to not blog about how i feel towards N's. Really. I mean, to think of how bad i have actually done for N's, im still thinking whether or not ITE is the suitable place for my standard of studying. I know, im don't suit to be in any of the ITE schools that ever exist in the whole Singapore. Not even one am i deserve to be fitted in. But hell, the grades im predicting to get, won't be as good as what i have always achieved. I feel like as if, Im doing way worst than prelims and way worst than mid year. I feel like as if im in the normal technical standard. Way worst maybe. I don't know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Especially my mum. She's been hoping for at least one of her kids to enter to Poly. But none seems to be able to get in. Not even one seems to be able to fit in. Im really hoping, that i could make her proud. Im hoping that i could make her feel proud of me and make her feels happy about it. But hell, with the standard im having for N's. I don't know, if i even would be able to make it. I don't know if im able to enter to sec 5. I don't know if im able to see my friends again and be with where they're at. I don't know if im entering ITE. I don't know if im able to get into Poly. I don't even know, if im going to disappoint any of my family members. Im hoping i won't. Im hoping everything would be fine. Im hoping for a miracles. Please do happen. Make them happen. Please! Hais. ITs over. If i were to end up in ITE, I., Nevermind. We'll see how. Lets pray for miracles. Let's really pray. (:
